Lauren Jauregui Imagines

I'm Sorry

"I don't mind I guess." I said as I lean against the brick wall with a cigarette between my lips. "She left me and that's okay. I get why and I'm use to it."

"You won't admit it but you're hurt" Matt tells me with a sad look. I roll my eyes and close my eyes. "Your like a-stone that has been hit many times, too many times-" I rose an eye brow at him "let me finish-" I nod "-then you met Lauren, after being with Lauren for two years, she leaves hitting you the hardest which breaks the stone in you and now you don't know what to feel or do."

I open my mouth to speak but he beats me to it. "I know your hurting Y/N, I know but you can't just sit in your house all day thinking that smoking and drinking is gonna help because that's not going to help nothing in you."

He's right and when he's right, it pisses me off.

"Fuck off." I hissed, leaning off the brick wall and started to make my way towards my car.

"I know you still love her and miss her. I'm your fucking brother for fucks sakes. I know you better then anyone, and you're hurt." He shouts from behind me but I just keep on walking towards my car and just as I put my hand on the handle, he says,

"Don't be like him, don't make yourself like him. You are nothing like him, so please, for the love of god, go find her and tell her you love her before she leaves."

I grip the handle and let out a shaky breath knowing he was so right. I swallowed hard before opening the door and getting in. Start my car and glance out the window to look at Matt who stood there with a sad smile.

"Go get her." He mouthed.

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It was poring, poring hard as I walked up the stairs to her apartment. When I saw the number door, 143, I sighed softly and walked up to it. I knocked on it twice before stepping back and waited.

I waited for about a minute before the door finally opened. When did, instead of Lauren appearing, it was Dinah Jane. Once she saw me she looked so pissed.

"What the hell are you doing here?" She asked clearly angry.

I sighed softly, "I just want to talk to Lauren."

"Now you want to? No, leave. You hurt her enough, Y/N." Dinah tells me with a frown on her face.

"Dinah, please. I-I really need to talk to her." I pleaded.

"To bad." She shut the door on me and I just stood there feeling my whole world shut down.

I think I just lost the love of-

The door swung back open, "God I hate you but I can't stand Lauren crying anymore." She grabs my collar and pulls me into the apartment. "She's up stairs, now go fix what you broke." She pushes me.

"I didn't break anything, she left-"

"Go Y/N!" She pushes me hard making me stumble onto the stairs. I mumble 'rude' before walking up the stairs.

When I reached the top of the stairs, I glance both ways and made my way to the left. As I reach the familiar brown door, I push it open to see her. She had her back towards me standing near the window staring out. I swallowed hard before calling her.

"Lauren?"

She quickly turned around and frowned. "W-what are you doing here?"

"I came here to tell you something."

"Y/N, no. I broke up with you because-"

"Because you thought that I would never tell you I loved you back." She nods. "Lauren, I-I'm scared." Her face softens. "I-I feel like I'm not gonna be good enough. I-I'm not-I don't-I feel-I'm sorry Lauren." I sob out which surprised Lauren because I never cried in front of her. "I'm sorry I hurt you. I never wanted us to end, never. I-I love you so much, I-I'm sorry." I sob uncontrollably.

She quickly walks over to me and pulls me into a hug. "Shhh. It's okay." She whispered to me as she rock me back and forth. "It's okay."

"T-tell me you love me too." I pull away and look up at her. "Tell me." I pleaded as I continued to cry.

She nods and smiles. "I love you too." She presses her lips against mine. "I love you too baby, so much."