Lauren Jauregui Imagines

I won't Forget

"She won't talk to me dad." I hear Lauren say from inside the house. Here I was outside in the backyard seated on the green grass staring up at the dark sky that was filled with bright stars.

"Honey, have you tried to talk to her?" I hear Dad ask her.

"Yes I have, but all she does is nod." Lauren told him with a hint of sadness in her voice.

The reason why I haven't spoken to Lauren was because, I just didn't feel a connection between us anymore. Her and I back then use to be really close, we were unbreakable, but once she got all famous and stuff...it just wasn't the same anymore. We didn't talk or see each other for years and I started to get depressed and changed to a different person that I've tried to run away from, but I'm always push back towards this person. I hate her, I really do...it's all her fault.

"What's going on?" I hear Chris voice came in.

"Y/N, she won't talk to me." Lauren states sadly. I bite the inside of my cheek feeling a bit guilty.

"Lauren..."Chris starts but gets cut off by Lauren.

"No Chris, she's not the same little girl I use to know. She completely changed!"

"People change, Laur." Dad told her, "she's just...she's growing up. She's not gonna be that little girl anymore."

"I need to go." I hear her sniff before hearing the door slam shut. I sigh softly playing with my hands nervously reminding myself, 'It's her fault...she left you.'

The next day, I found myself in the front yard with Taylor who was telling me about her 'New Boyfriend'. He sounded really nice and funny. 

"You know, Lauren misses you." Taylor starts.

"And?" I asked her not really caring....maybe.

"Come on Y/N, give her a chance, she's so-"

"I gave her chances Taylor! If she's sorry she shouldn't of left in the first place!" I snap getting up walking into the house leaving Taylor outside. Lock my door and laid in bed hoping Dad would come home soon.

Staying in my room for hours, Dad finally came home, in the living room watching our favorite Tv show on tv but the smile I had on my face soon faded when Lauren join us along with Camila.

I tried to ignore the feeling of her eyes on me every minute but it was getting really annoying. "Well I'm gonna head to bed. Goodnight mija." He kissed my forehead before going over to the two Cubans saying goodbye and then disappearing up stairs.

Silence. That's what it was, filling this room, pretty awkward so I got up praying to god that Lauren didn't stop me but no, she spoke, "can you please stop ignoring me?"  I hear her ask. I rolled my eyes making my way to the stairs. "Y/N, I'm sorry okay? I know it hasn't been the same but you can't just ignore me, some day your gonna have to talk to me." I still ignored her making my way up stairs but stop when she said, "I know I mess up Y/N but please, please talk to me, at least say something." She begged.

And so I did, "If you were every really sorry, why'd you leave? You knew I couldn't live without you but you just push me out of your life and-and made me feel like I didn't matter to you anymore. You fucked up Lauren, so don't come to me and tell me your sorry 'cause you aren't. I'll forgive you..but I'll won't forget." Then I made my way up the stairs into my room crying myself to sleep.

The next day, Lauren was going back to tour. I really didn't care because this happened most of the time, so whatever. I made my way into the kitchen to see no one in there, guess no one is awake yet. I glance over at the clock and it read, 7:30.