Moved On or-Wait What?

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"Time total I was stranded in my head for moments it was done but then I lie in bed, I miss your smile, I miss your laughs, I miss the memories from our past, I miss your smile, I miss your laughs, I miss the memories from our past." I mumble to myself as I walked down the hallway with a large box filled with equipment in my arms.

"I don't wanna go home, alone. I don't wanna go home, alone. At the night of the night when I turn off the lights and the bullshit fades away I don't wanna go home, alone"

I enter a empty room and put the large box down onto the chair next to the door. "So open up that door and let's find a solution, 'cause baby you're the world I won't be your pollution and if you cry I'll dry your eyes I'll stand beside you I'll give you time we both know I got room to grow just hold my hand baby I'm never letting go."

I stop and glanced over before singing loudly. "I don't wanna go home, alone. I don't wanna go home, alone. At the end of the night when I turn off the lights and the bullshit fades away. I don't wanna go home, alone."

"At the end of the night when I turn off the lights and the bullshit fades away and the bullshit fades away. You got nothing to hide, I can see it in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes." I take a deep breath.

"I don't wanna go home, alone. I don't wanna go home, alone. I don't wanna go home, alone. I don't wanna go home, alone."

"You are fucked up aren't you?" I quickly spin around to see my ex girlfriend leaning against the door frame with her arms cross against her chest.

"What do you want Lauren? Aren't you supposed to be with your boyfriend/weed buddy or something?" I rolled my eyes at her and turn back around walking over to my computer. "I'm kinda busy here."

"Who's that song about? 'Cause it kinda sounds like a song about me." I could hear the smirk in her voice. I don't respond. I just keep my eyes on my computer screen praying to god she'll leave me alone. "Look, I just wanted to stop by and say hi, so hi."

I sighed and looked over my shoulder to look at her. "Hi." A smile spreads across her face making my heart flutter. "Is that all you're here for?"

"Yeah, I guess." She says and bites down on her bottom lip. "I guess I'll see you around."

"Yeah, I guess too." I nod and look back down at my computer screen. I wait for her to leave but I don't hear the door shut close. "Lauren what is-" I turn my head to look over at her again but was cut off when she picked me up by my thighs and press me against the wall roughly making my computer fall to the ground. "Lauren what the hell are-" she cuts me off again but with her lips.

Baby this love, I'll never let it die
Can't be touched by no one, I'd like to see him try
I'm a mad man for your touch
Girl, I've lost control
I'm gonna make this last forever
Don't tell me it's impossible

One of the songs I've been working on starts to play in the background.

'Cause I love you for infinity
I love you for infinity
'Cause I love you for infinity
I love you for infinity

She pulls away panting and whispers, "I need you." And leans back in kissing me again without letting me say a word.

Oh darling, my soul
You know it aches for your's
And you've been filling this hole since you were born
'Cause you're the reason I believe in fate
You're my paradise
And I'll do anything to be your love, or be your sacrifice

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