One Last Time

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I loved her. I really did. I did everything for her, everything. She was the only one who really understood me, she was there for me, cared for me, loved me, did things no one would do. Gosh, she was perfect, she was a fucking goddess, so gorgeous, beautiful.

But, that all went away when I found her in bed with her best friend, Lucy. Naked. Kissing. Moaning. Doing things I was only supposed to do with Lauren. Wow. I really couldn't move or take my eyes off them because my whole body froze, my mind was blown, my hands were shaking, tears were falling and I didn't even hear the keys drop out my hands and hit the floor. When did, they both stop what they were doing and turn their heads to see me.

We all stared at each other for about a long time, petty weird, awkward, but thank god, Ally came in to check on me, and when she did, she gasp loudly which made me snap out of whatever I was in. When I realize what was happening, the first thing that came up to my mind was; Run.

Run, I did, fast. Somewhere I didn't know, found myself against a tree in a park breathing hard, trying to control my breathing. My right hand on my chest, left hand on my cheek, head back on the tree, all I thought was; What did I do? Did I deserve this? Was I not enough? Why? Did she not love me anymore?, I kept thinking of things that I knew I shouldn't be thinking.

"Y/N?" I hear, I look up from the ground to meet green eyes, my mouth open but closed immediately, I couldn't say anything but feel tears stream down my face. "I'm sorry, I-I really am, I didn't know what I was thinking, please, I'm sorry, don't leave me, I didn't mean it, I really didn't." She says, her words filling up my mind, I shook my head pushing myself off the tree and walked towards the exit of the park. "Y/N, stop, please, just let me explain." She pleaded.

I didn't listen but continuing my way towards the street trying to get away from her, it was about mid night so everyone really wasn't around here this hour, everyone would be asleep.

"Y/N!" I hear her call my name, she's crying, her voice choking. "Please, I love you."

Next thing I saw, maybe was the last thing I saw, were car lights heading straight my way. I stood there staring at them, hear my name being yelled, and the car honk, and before I knew, I was on the ground, dying.

"No, no, no!" I slowly open my eyes to see Lauren above me and a man beside her.

"Is she okay? Will she be okay?" I hear the man ask.

"Call 911!" She yelled instead. He nodded and immediately ran to his car. "Fuck, hey-" she slap my cheek lightly but my eye lids were getting heavy "-don't die on me, you can't die yet." She says squeezing my hand, I only close my eyes in response. "Hey, wake up, stop." She whispers, "I can't lose you, not you too."

"They should be coming in any moment." The man yelled from his car.

"Okay, you can do this, your a strong girl. You can do this." She tells me moving some of my hair out of my face. "Fuck, what's wrong with me." She whispers running a hand through her hair, "I can't believe I cheated on you, I can't believe this is happening because of me, this is all my fault." She continues.

"N-n-no." I tried to speak, her eyes move to mine. "I-I-Its n-n-not y-y-your f-fault." I breath out.

Instead of saying anything back, she leans down pressing her lips against mine, One Last Time.

"I love you too." I whispered against her lips, before darkness took over me.


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A/N: IDK...

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