Lauren Jauregui Imagines

-Habits Of My Heart-

I can't...say no, it's ripping me apart...

I sang softly to myself as I walk down the hall way to the little studio room where no one would be in for this past hour.

In a dark room, in cold sheets, I can't feel a damn thing, I lost myself between your legs, your medicine is in my head....

I continued to sing softly. I walk in to see a girl with raven hair leaning against the wall with her phone in her hand typing away.

"Uh hi,"

I spoke making the girl look up from her phone to meet gorgeous green eyes.

"I didn't think anyone would be here at this time."

I stated.

"Oh, uh, I kinda needed to be alone from everyone and I thought this room was not being use but clearly it is, I'm sorry if I was-"

"No it's fine, don't mind me, I'll just be in here just writing music."

She nods and watches me take a seat on the spinning chair taking out a journal and pencil and begin to write the lyrics I just sang as I made my way here and continue from there....

You know I'll rather be alone, yeah, but then you call me on the phone....

Oh the habits of my heart, I can't say no, it's ripping me apart you get to close, you make it hard to let you go....

I start to hum to myself and felt eyes on me but ignored and continued to keep on writing.

Yeah, I tell myself I like that, when you tie my hands behind my back, you're confident I'll give you that but if you love yourself you can fuck Yourself....

Cause I'll rather be alone..but you fermented in my bones, oh the habits of my heart, I can't say no, it's ripping me apart, you get to close, you make it hard to let you go...

For some reason I needed to look over at the girl and when I did she was staring right at me.

Oh the habits of my heart, I can't say no, it's ripping me apart, you get to close, you make it hard to let you go...

I really don't know how long we stared into each other eyes but it was pretty long because the next thing I heard was the door flying open.

"There you are Lauren, I've been-"

Some girl with brown eyes walked in but stop when she notice me.

"Am I interrupting something here?"

The girl asked sounding a bit harsh. I look back at the green eyed girl that I now know name is, Lauren and saw her biting her bottom lip.

"No camz, you weren't, I-I was just leaving."

"Then let's go."

The brown eyed girl snap before turning around and leaving the room with Lauren following after her but stop glancing over her shoulder looking back at me saying,

"You're right, it is hard to let go."

Before walking off leaving me confuse and questions on my mind.

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A/N:😊