Lauren Jauregui Imagines

-Love Me Now-

A/N: This Imagine might be one of the most heartbreaking Imagine I wrote on here...enjoy.

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I had Lauren in my arms as she cried against my chest griping my shirt into fists but she wasn't the only one, I was too, crying.

Why you wonder? Well, I just found out that I was diagnose with cancer. I mean it ran in my family but I didn't thing I would get it. The terrifying thing was that I had cancer all over my body. There was no cure for it. They told me that I only had months to lives but on what day? Would I die tomorrow, next week, next month....nobody would know, expect the man upstairs.

I just got married to Lauren and she just found out that she was pregnant. I hoped that I would survive to see the baby that my wife is holding. But it sucked, I wouldn't be able to be in both of their life's, be the mother I would have to be, see her crawl for the first time, hear her talk for the first time, walk for the first time, go to school for the first time, college, get married and have grandchildren. I wouldn't be able to see not of that.

I ran my fingers threw her hair pressing my lips against her head. I would miss Lauren the most though, the women who made me the women I am now. Who was my first time, first kiss, first love, first everything. She change me, loved me, cared for me, helped me, done everything no one else would of done. She has loved me for 7 years now and I'm grateful for that. She's the definition of ethereal.

The door suddenly opened and in came Camila. She didn't look like herself, she had tear stains on her cheeks and red eyes.

"Hey."

Camila greeted quietly walking over to me taking a seat on the chair.

"Hey, where's everyone else?"

I asked wondering where the others were.

"Half of everyone left home telling me to tell you to get b-better-"

Camila voice crack making me frown and reach over to grab her hand into mine,

"A-and your family and Lauren's family stayed wanting to know if there is anymore news."

I nod squeezing her hand.

"I hate this.."

She whispered.

"Camila..."

"No, your dying and-and I can't do anything about it, it hurts to see Lauren in so much pain, everyone is wondering when it's gonna happen, your not gonna see your baby get born, she's not gonna be the same and-"

"Camila, stop, look at me, I'm fine."

I told her, she shook hear head as tears rush down. I bit my lip holding back the tears.

"Y-your gonna make me cry, stop."

I whispered out. Camila just continues to cry. I hate seeing people cry, it made me feel like I couldn't do anything, that I'm useless.

"Listen...I want you to do me a huge favor,"

My voice crack a little. She sniffs nodding, I feel Lauren stir a little.