Lauren Jauregui Imagines

8TEEN

I had my head laid against the car seat with a joint between my lips. My car smelling like marijuana and my eyes red, I'm pretty sure I'm dead if my mom drove my car or something.

"Y/N, I love you!" I hear that raspy voice that makes my heart pound ten times faster then it usually does which frustrates me.

The joint was taken out of my mouth and was tackled into a side hug. I look down at her and saw her green eyes staring up at me.

"Halo." She says and suddenly burst into fits of giggles. I smile and move some pieces of hairs out of her face.

I've like Lauren for so long and I still haven't told her. We're friends and all, she's see it that way but for me no. I see more, I see love.

I feel her finger poke my cheek a couple times before she runs her thumb across my bottom lip. "You have kissable lips, babe." She rasps out.

I don't say a word, instead I just stare at her. She notices and grins leaning up making our noses bump into each other. "Laure-" she takes my lips into hers and slowly kisses me.

Zoo in my stomach, I'll tell you. I'm happy, yes but she'll never remember this moment. I will but she won't. Stupid love.

"I love you Lauren." I tell her as she pulls away. She doesn't respond, she just sits back giggling and taking the joint back between her lips. "You'll never know." I mumbled as I look out the window.

A few moments later I drop her off at her house and I go home. All I could think about was that kiss, the kiss we share that will never mean a thing.

I took a shower and now was in bed staring up at the celling. I run a hand down my face sighing. She's always on my mind and thinking about her just hurts but in a good way. There is so many reasons to love her.

Just when I'm about to turn off my lamp light, my window opened making me jump scared but calm down when I saw Lauren. Wait, why the hell is she here?

"Lauren? What the hell-" I got off the bed coming towards her but was pushed back to sit on the bed.

"How long have you loved me?" She looked pissed.

"W-what?" I asked stuttering with my cheeks deeply red probably looking like a tomato.

"Don't say 'what'. You know damn well what I'm talking about, so answer my fucking question." She hisses at me.

I bit my bottom lip before saying, "ever since we were little."

She stood there staring at me which made me kinda of uncomfortable.

"Can you stop-" she cuts me off by kissing me roughly.

"I love you too." She pulls back breathing hard against my lips.

Oh.