Lauren Jauregui Imagines

You got me, I got you

I lay my head back on the wall staring at Lauren who stared right back at me. We stood in the elevator staring at each other like we were so in love but no, we were just two human beings who are friends who look out for each other. No feelings, no love, no touch, nothing but friendly smiles.

"Finally you guys are here." A voice said breaking our staring contest. I rub my hand down my face to see Lauren's boyfriend, Toni standing there with a cigarette between his lips. She went up to him giving him a kiss on the lips which made him kiss her back but roughly. I swallowed hard before walking pass them and looking around the living room to see people dancing and drinking around. Party's were just what I see mostly every day now. This is life for me. Party's.

"Finally your ass is here."Gerald said coming over to me but stop when he notice something was wrong with me. "What's up with your ass? You okay?" He then asked putting a hand on my shoulder.

I look over my shoulder to see Toni pressing Lauren against the wall still kissing. I rolled my eyes at that before looking back at Gerald who stood tall in front of me with a joint between his lips.

"I guess. See you around." I told him before walking pass him. I could hear him calling my name but I push that away only letting the music fill my ears and mind. I walk around pushing pass people getting through. I was happy for her, I mean, she only saw me as a friend and nothing else. We fucked once but it didn't mean nothing, of course it didn't mean anything.

Life to me is bullshit right now. All I wanna do is get high and fucked up. I shouldn't be here but this were I followed, shit, I followed the wrong path. But music is what I was meant for but I didn't think it would be like this...people around me wanting to have sex, money, drugs, fame, shit, it's crazy. Don't even talk to my family anymore. It's been so long and all I think about is music and her. But why? She isn't even mine, she's my bandmates.

I take a swing of my beer feeling the liquid go down my throat burning it a bit. I sighed heavily leaning my forehead against the glass window thinking of my little sister. Wondering what she's doing, if she's happy, if she's happy for me? I don't know but I miss them. I lost them.

"You okay?" A pair of lips press against my ear, raspy voice filling up my ears making them turn pink. I only take another swing of my beer glancing over at Lauren who looked at me worried. "Y/N?"

"Missing everything in life that is important....doing shit that isn't important but important to the people who stare at me like if I were in a movie, what am I doing Lauren? I haven't even talk to my family since, I don't know, stress and working hard for the women I'm trying be before I die. I'm so lost, I feel like I just lost everyone I loved. I don't know anymore."

She stared at me with shock in her eyes. She was speechless, she didn't even know what to say but stare at me shock. "See you later." I tell her before walking pass her and heading to the elevator doors. Push the red button and waited. When the doors open I walked in but was push against the wall turn around and lips press against mine.

Lauren.

"You are here because you love it. It's what you dream since you were a kid. You might of lost some things but you haven't lost me." She says against my lips. I squeeze her hips, squeezing my eyes shut hoping this isn't a dream. "You got me, I got you."

I open my eyes to look into hers.

"You got me, I got you." I repeated to her making her smile and kiss me again.

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A/N: I don't know....