The time quickly came for the boys to go on stage and perform. I was lucky to be able to watch from the side of the stage as I was now somehow a part of the whole show for tonight. It felt so strange and surreal being on that stage, standing where Tyler and Josh were now stood together. Still, it felt good knowing that they had faith that I was able to help them out.
I watched as the boys played through their setlist. Their energy was truly incredible and the fact that they never faulted anything throughout the whole show amazed me. They were truly something special.
As I clapped and sang along to the music, I turned my head slightly to look behind me and see Jenna standing there. I studied her for a brief moment, she was clapping and cheering just as I was, but every now and then she would stop and take out her phone to reply to a text or just check her Twitter or Instagram. I frowned to myself slightly. She had her whole world performing right in front of her eyes and yet she wasn't being as supportive as I thought she would have been. Nevertheless, I soon began to ignore her and focus on watching and
supporting the boys, despite that the crowd were doing an awesome job on their own."Okay everyone!" Tyler began to speak as he stood on stage in front of a microphone stand.
"For this next song, I'd like to bring someone very special out on stage with me!"
Tyler then pointed to where I was standing and my heart skipped a beat. No? It couldn't be me, right? It was impossible.
I slowly went to take a step forward, but before I could move, I was shoved out of the way by Jenna who ran past me and onto the stage to join Tyler.
"Come here, Jenna!" I heard Tyler cry as she ran towards him, wrapping her arms around his waist.
I watched in sadness and jealousy as Tyler turned towards her and kissed her on the lips delicately, the crowd roaring with excitement and happiness for them both.
My heart began to twist in my chest and I felt like I was going to be sick as tears pricked at my eyes and spilled out onto my cheeks. I had never experience anything like this before, but all I knew was that I had to get out of there and fast.I ducked my head down and ran through the backstage area as quick as I could. I finally reached the back door and forced it open, throwing myself into the fresh air.
I sat beside the bins where I had spoken to Tyler the other night. Burying my head into my hands, I began to cry harder than I ever had before.A few moments later, I heard the door open behind me and I jumped slightly, but I refused to lift my head as there was no way I was going to expose my tear stained face to anyone right now.
I then feel a body brush against mine as it sits down beside me, engulfing me into a warm, comforting hug.
I opened my eyes to be greeted with faded red hair and a warm smile.
Josh.I continued to cry as Josh rubbed up and down my arms to keep me warm.
"Shhh..." Josh spoke softly, trying to steady my crying so I would stop.
"I feel like such a fool." I told him truthfully in between sobs.
I stared up at the sky, gazing at the stars with tears still dampening my cheeks. Josh lowered his arms, keeping one arm wrapped around me and the other resting on the floor beside him.
Josh said nothing and just stared at the sky with me.
I slowly laid my head onto Josh's shoulder and inhaled deeply, letting out a long sigh.After a while of staring up at the sky together, Josh stood on his feet and held out his hand to me, pulling me to my feet.
I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes and cheeks and smiled weakly at him.
"Let's get you to the bus shall we?" He suggested.
I nodded in agreement, I was definitely in need of some comfort.We made our way back to the bus as quick as we could, escaping any fans that were waiting to meet the band. Luckily we weren't spotted at all. I'd hate to wake up to more questions about who I was and why I was with Josh.
Josh led me to his bunk and held back the curtain as I slithered my way in and under the duvet, he then followed me and laid down on his back as I rolled onto my side and cuddled into him, resting my head in between the crook in his neck and his shoulder.
He began to stroke my hair and my back as I cried once more into his shoulder.
Eventually, my cries grew quiet and we soon fell asleep, simply lying together.A/N- woooo! I have to say I am very much enjoying writing this story for you guys! I hope you're all enjoying it! So Josh and Amanda are in bed together?! :O I wonder if Tyler will discover this.... ;D what do you guys think will happen? :)
Thank you so much for reading! I love you all!<3
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