I grabbed it and saw it was Kendall. I hit decline and put the phone under my pillow. James stroked my hair and he said "You know that you can't ignore him forever? You are going to have to talk to him soon." I said "I'm not quite ready to talk to him yet. The things he said I will never forget." He said "I know but just give him a chance to explain what he sees and how he feels and maybe you'll understand why he did the things he did. I'm not happy of what he did but I know he has a reason." I sighed and I said "Alright I will talk to him." James kissed me softly and I smiled and I grabbed my phone and dialed Kendall's number. I was hoping for the best. Hoping I wasn't walking into one of his traps.
"(Yn), thank God."
"What is it, Kendall?" I asked as I stood up to go brush my hair. I heard Kendall sigh a little bit and say
"I'm sorry. For what happened yesterday. I had a little too much to drink, and I lost control of my actions."
"You should've let me drive you home if that was the case."
"No, I was too pissed at you." Kendall laughed a little, and I couldn't help but laugh too.
"Well, I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have used you like that. That's not like me, either. I really do like you as my friend, though, Kendall."
"And I think you'll be a great friend." Kendall laughed a little, and I smiled.
"How about we all hang out later? I'll call Logan and Darcy and Carlos and Alexa, and we can come have a party at my house."
"Can Justin come? Since it's his last day before he goes to Boston?"
"Hell yeah, he can!" Kendall yelled, and I laughed.
"Okay, I'll invite him, too."
"Awesome, see you then."
"Bye, Kendall."
I hung up the phone and went back into James's bedroom to see him shirtless, and staring out the window.
"So, what's happening?"
"We're having a mini party at Kendall's." James turned around to face me, and I couldn't help but stare at him for a few seconds.
"Are we sure that's a good idea?"
"Yeah, he said he was a little drunk last night." James laughed a little and hugged me around my waist.
"Of course." I pecked him on the lips quickly, and said
"Do you mind if I use your shower?"
"Not at all, do you mind if I use it, too?" He smirked. I laughed and pushed his chest a little bit and walked back into the bathroom. I texted Justin about the party before I forgot, then I hopped in the shower. It didn't take very long, and I found a shirt and short shorts in the drawer, and it hurt my heart a little, knowing these were Halston's clothes, but I smiled, knowing that I'm with him now.
I walked out of the bathroom, wearing the shirt and shorts, and James stared at me, wide eyed.
"I forgot those were in there." He whispered. I shrugged a little and smiled.
"Oh well, mine now." James started laughing, and kissed my forehead lightly.
"This is why I love you."
"I'd hope you love me for more reasons besides my wit." I giggled. James laughed again and kissed my lips and down my neck.
"You know I love you for everything about you." I moaned a little as he started pulling at the shirt, and I couldn't help but laugh as I ran my fingers through his hair.
"James, right now?"
"What? You don't want to?" He murmured on my shoulder.
"No, it's not that. It's just, I don't know. It doesn't feel right." James stopped after that, and looked up at me.
"Okay, I understand that. We can wait."
"Thanks." I half smiled, and James smiled small and nodded. Then, I felt my phone buzz, and it was Justin saying that he would be there. I texted him the address, and then I looked back at James.
"So, now what?"
"I can make us some breakfast." He smiled.
"That sounds lovely." I smiled back, and he took my hand and walked downstairs.
"What is my baby hungry for?"
"Pancakes."
"Chocolate chip?"
"You read my mind." I laughed. He smiled and started getting the ingredients and walked into the kitchen. I sat down in the dining room, and stared out the window, at James's car and everything else around it. All of it, would be mine as well, soon. And I'll be sharing it with the man I love, my soulmate. I heard James singing Clarity from the kitchen, and I couldn't help but smile. I love that song, and it describes us so well. As I kept staring out the window, I saw another car pull in the driveway, and I recognized it to be Logan's. What's he doing here?
