Nate Maloley Imagines

I'm not her(part 7)

Recap:
"I just said it  he believed, and I didn't even try to correct him. I just I don't want him to find out but the guilt is killing me." I tell him as tears fall down my face. James walks over and hugs me, we stay like that for a while before pulling away.

I look up at him and he looks down at me. Our faces are closer now, and our lips an inch apart. James leans down a little further attaching his lips to mine. I don't pull away, I just kiss back.
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*Y/N's POV*

We don't pull away not even for a second. The kiss is slow, gentle, and making me long for more. I finally come to my senses and start to pull away. James had sneaks around my neck to keep my steady. I eventually pull away making our foreheads touch.

"I" I can't even form the words to say. I close my eyes and pull away from his grasp.

"I'm sorry" James says as he stands up.

"No it's fine. It wasn't just your fault o also kissed back" I told him reaching out for his wrist. He looks at my hand and takes it into his.

"I know, but still your pregnant with your ex's baby. And the worst part is you guys broke up a week ago" James says as he lets go of my hand and sits back on the couch. I look at the hand that was on this.

"I wish this could have been during better circumstances" I tell him looking at his eyes who where now on my.

"I wish so too. I better get going, Y/N" he states as he walks to the door. I follow behind him and watch him walk out. James turns and gives me a kiss on the forehead before leaving.

I wish I knew what to do. Nate hurt badly, but is also the father of my child.

James is a great guy in the last few days I've known him. I don't want to lead him on if I eventually decide to go back to Nate.

I'm so confused I felt a spark with when James and I shared the kiss. Millions of questions are running through my mind and I don't know what to do.

*Nate's POV*

I followed Swazz with out him knowing. I wanted to see where Y/N was staying. Is she safe? All this questions ran through my head.

My heart broke when I saw the 'doctor' guy walk into her apartment. An hour passed and he still hasn't come out.

I start to worry and I'm afraid she moves on so quickly. I see the door open and he walks out. Y/N is standing by the door way. She wears pajama pants and a shirt that looks to be mind.

I taken away by her beauty even if she is dressed down from time to time. I watch as he turns and leaves a kiss on her forehead. He finally leaves and reserves out of the parking lot.

I get down low so he doesn't see me sitting in the car. I make my towards her apartment, but soon decide against it. I see her shadow through the curtains pacing around.

I wish I knew what she was thinking. Y/N places her finger on the bottom of her lip. She closes her eyes and a small smile appears. The smile is soon replaced by a frown.

Her hand makes its way to rest on her stomach she strokes it lightly before entering another room. She comes back with a glass and something in her hand.

Y/N opens the package and eats something. After she finishes she walks down what seems to be a hallway.

Could it be that I actually lost her. I won't give up until I have her back in my arms.