Nate Maloley Imagines

Toxic

*Y/N POV*

I stay wide awake on my window sill as I watched cars pass by. The moon illuminated the city of Los Angeles and the stars gave it a beautiful spotlight to shine in the sky. I glanced at the clock as it struck two in the morning. I wait for his return as he promised me he wouldn't be late for a dinner with my parents. Once again I have been let down by the man I love. I don't know how much longer I can take before I break in to a million pieces. The door opens and closes ever so slightly in the bedroom.

"Where have you been" I ask as a loud sigh escapes Nate mouth. His hand runs over his hair knowing this will not be the first or last time we have been over this. I stay seated as I waited for him to answer.

"Seriously Y/N I'm not up for this tonight I had along day and your nagging is not helping." He sits on the bed taking off his shoes and removing his shirt.

"Then when will you be up for it. For all I know it is the same excuse you will you until the day you die."

"Well maybe I will not live long enough with you up my ass all the time." Nate stands up making his way towards me. There is a fire in his eyes as he stands right in front of me.

"I wouldn't have to be up your ass all time if you at least told me what you are doing. I need to know if you still love me !!" I say with a tear slowly falling down my face. Nate's face softens a bit before anger returns back into his eyes.

"Don't pull that shit on me Y/N! I love you now and forever... So don't ever say you don't know if I still love you" Nate says as he gently pushes me against the wall by the window. His breath is in my face, and our foreheads touch as he lets out a shaky breath.

"No I don't know if you still love!" I push him away from me before continuing "For all I know you can be out there cheating all this late nights. I hate to break it to you Nate, but I think this is a toxic relationship. We were so in love in the beginning. Not that you have gotten your "big break" less time you have for me. The more I worry wondering if you are laying in bed with a girl you met at the club. I'm sorry but I'm done... I-I just don't know if still love you" I grab the bag that is in the closet and strap it around my shoulders. Nate is frozen in his place looking at the place I once stood.

"So your just going to leave like the last few years meant nothing Y/N" Nate says as he turns around to face me. 

"Mo you don't get to pull that card when I'm about to walk away from you. Don't say the last few years meant nothing to me. The last few years meant nothing to you. And if they meant anything to you, you would have seen we have been falling apart these last few months. I wish you all the love in the world something I guess I couldn't give you, Nate" I say as I leave the man I love behind.

I call a cab and as I get in Nate runs out the door. I shake my head hoping new tears don't fall anymore. As I drive away I turn around to see Nate running to catch up to the cab before he slows down and watches me from afar.

Maybe one day I'll see him again, but until that day comes I have to build myself up again from the broken heart that has been caused by Nate and myself.

One day........