Nate Maloley Imagines

Leave Me Lonely

*Y/N's POV*

This is a dangerous and it's not good not for me and not for him.

My skin rises with goosebumps when I hear the front door opens.

He parties all night leaving me crying all night.

My heart has had enough, I love him but this is not good.

Nate stands in front of me drunk and high off his mind.

My heartbeat beats faster and chills run threw my enter being.

"Hey lil mama" Nate says smelling of cheap perfume.

The smell fills my senses and makes me step back.

He advances forward each time I take a step back.

Dangerous love feels like such an adrenaline rush, but equally dead to the heart, mind, and body.

"Nate" I whisper out as he traps me between him and the refrigerator.

"Come on let's have some fun" he says his mouth so close to my ear.

I shiver and try and escape from his deadly trap.

Whenever I want affection he doesn't give to me like I asked for it.

And when he wants he wants it right away ni exceptions.

"No" I tell him looking him the eye.

He let's out a harsh chuckle that makes me flinch back against the refrigerator.

"Why's that Y/N?" He asks stepping closer to me.

He watches me flinch back before I stand up straight.

His smirk falls off his face and stares me down.

"This isn't healthy Nate" I tell him crossing my arms.

I'm tired of backing down my heart can't take it anymore.

I rather be left lonely than with someone who is to dangerous to love.

"Who are to to tell me drinking isn't healthy! No one! You are no one! Not to me or the world" he states as he turns away finally turns back to me.

He always says this and I always fall into his trap.

He wants someone who is weak and insecure to make them stay.

I only believed him because I didn't know what I deserved in life until now.

"This" I point between us "this love is not healthy not for me and not for you"
I tell him leaning back against the fridge.

"Who said I loved you?" Nate asks as a look of disbelief crosses his face.

That was not what I was expecting to come out of his mouth.

"You... all those times long ago" I tell him as my eyes turn glossy.

Nate takes a deep deep breath while looking at me.

"I was a drunk when I said those words"

"You were sober the first time since we got together" I tell him.

He grabs a glass from the counter and fills up with water.

"Nate! Answer this what is love to you" I scream out making my way towards him.

He stays quiet and ignores me.

"Because love to me is amazing and it is certainly not crying my eyes out at night. Or being turned away from and ignored on a daily" I tell him as I make my way towards our room.

I hear Nate's footsteps follow me into the room.

"Love" is all he says hugging me close against him.

His phone goes off and I feel his arms leave my waist.

"I've got to go" Nate says making his way out of the room.

I run after him into the living room.

His keys are in his hands and he is adjusting his jacket in the living room mirror.

"If you leave" I say but try and find confidence for the next few words I'm about to utter out.

Nate stares at me "if I leave me what?"

"If you leave and walk out that door don't you come back no more" I tell him and I feel sad but at the same turn confident.

Confident that I'll move one away from such a dangerous love.

"Okay then" he walks out that door with a slam.

Sad because Nate just walked away so easily without a fight.

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A/N
Hello lovelies!
I feel like this is way different from what I usually right. Please tell me what you think about this imagine.

And I'll try and update more with more imagines coming soon.