Nate Maloley Imagines

I'm not her(part 6)

Recap:
I watch as he embraces her in a hug. They pull away and talk for a little while before hugging again. Y/N pulls away and the 'doctor' runs off towards the direction of the hospital.

Y/N gets in her car and leaves. Maybe they are just friends. I can't have anyone making a move towards her. I will do anything in my power to get her back. I need her to bring stability back into my life.
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*Y/N's POV*

After arriving at my new apartment I change into some pajama pants and a loose shirts of Nate's. I grab a popcorn bag and put in the microwave. I pop in the 'Bee Movie' and sit down with my already made popcorn. The movie goes on, but I don't pay attention to it.

The clock signals it is 7 at night. I through the remaining pop corn away. There are knocks on the door which startle me. I rush towards the door in a hurry and open it. Swazz.

"Hey it took a long time to find you" He says. I notice that it started to rain outside and coming down hard.

"Come inside" I motion him into my living room. He closes the door and follows me into the kitchen.

"Small, but perfect" is all he says as he seats down on a bar stool. I hum in agreement as I place two glasses on the counter. I take out cranberry juice and a water bottle.

"Don't know what you want to drink so you can grab whatever" I tell trying to sit on the counter but decide against it.
He watches in curiosity as I stand instead.

"Don't want to be rude, but why did you come here" I ask.

"I wanted to see how you are doing after everything"

"You mean after Nate constantly talked with his ex girlfriend for weeks on end. Forgot my birthday and kisses at the club where everyone would tell me sooner or later" I say as my voice rises higher.

"You know it wasn't his fault, right?" Swazz tells me in a matter of fact tone.

"Really because kissing your ex girlfriend in plain sight and grinding in her like nothing else matter wasn't his fault" my voice dripping with sarcasm.

"Okay I didn't mean for to come out that way. He has all the fault in this situation. I'm sorry he hurt you like this. You don't deserve it after you supported with his break up with her. You where he shoulder to cry on and eventually he fell in love with you." Swazz says as brings me into a hug and rubs my back.

"He doesn't love me, he feels pity for me. He loves her and handy stopped. Now I this baby has to live without a father" I here him gasp as I'm done talking.

"Baby" he repeats. I simply pull away and avoid his gaze on me.

"Y/N are pregnant with Nate's baby" he asks.

"No, I also cheated on Nate months ago" I say trying to say it convincingly.

"That bullshit we both know it. You would never cheat on Nate. He knows it the world and his sister knows it. So answer the question. Are you pregnant with Nate's baby?" He asks and tells me.

I don't answer and I make the biggest mistake in my life.

"Was" I tell him.

"What do you mean was?" Before realization hits him. "So there's no more baby. No mini Y/N or Nate." He runs his hands over his face a single tear fall from his eyes. I also cry along with him. Except my tears are guilt for not telling him the truth. I lied about losing the baby.

"I'm so sorry you had to do this alone" he says bringing me into another hug. I embrace him knowing when he finds out the truth he will hate me.

"Please don tell Nate" I mumble into his chest as we hug. He mumbles an okay before letting me go.

"Contact me when you need anyone to talk to. I'm guessing you don't want to talk about it."

"Okay and you're right I don't want to talk about not yet" I tell him.

"One more question is that why you were talking to that guy yesterday by the park" he says casually while finishing off his water.

"Yes, he confirmed it" I tell him a year escaping my eye.

"Sorry again, Y/N. Talk to you soon" he embraces me in another hug. I watch him leave my apartment complex parking lot. I wish I could have told him the truth, but I can't have Nate knowing.

I lay in my bed going over the words I said earlier. Guilt rises in my chest as I think about it more. I grab my phone and text James.

To: James
From: Y/N
Hey do you think you can come my place?

To: Y/N
From: James
What's the address?

I'm so glad he responded.

To: James
From: Y/N
Do you know where maple grove apartment complex is?

To:Y/N
From: James
Yes, I pass there on my way to work. In which apartment number do you live in?

To: James
From: Y/N
Apartment number 2

To:Y/N
From: James
I'll see you soon.

I see his text and decide to go into the living room and wait for him. A few minutes later I see a shadow from my window. I get scared before they start knocking.

"Y/N its James" I walk to the door and open it. I motion him to come in and tell him to sit in the living room.

"What did you want to talk about?" He questions me.

"I did something stupid" I simply saying putting my head in my hands.

"Okay define stupid for me because we probably have different definitions of the word stupid" he tells me.

"I told a close friend which is Nate's best friend that I had a miscarriage" I blurt out avoiding his eyes.

"You what?"

"I sa— I know what you said but why" James interrupted me.

"I just said it bad he believed, and I didn't even try to correct him. I just I don't want him to find out but the guilt is killing me." I tell him as tears fall down my face. James walks over and hugs me, we stay like that for a while before pulling away.

I look up at him and he looks down at me. Our faces are closer now, and our lips an inch apart. James leans down a little further attaching his lips to mine. I don't pull away, I just kiss back.