Nate Maloley Imagines

Cold

*Nate's POV*

I lay in bed hoping for warmth from
Y/N. A kiss, hug, or cuddle anything but she's been so distant.

I turn around and a stare at her bare back.

Our love isn't the same anymore and I don't think she notices.

My heartbreaks every time we kiss because she seems so distant. 

"If you are going to stare then turn around" she murmurs as she places the comforter over her shoulders.

"Umm ok" I reply turning to lay on my back again.

Her breathing is the only thing audible in the room.

"Y/N?" I question turning toward her.

She doesn't reply making me think she fell asleep.

"Yeah?" Her voice soft and raspy not like moments ago.

She turns on her back also and stares up at the ceiling.

I'm quick to grab her hand and place it over my heart.

Her hand warm opposite from her cold and distant self.

"Do you still love me?"

She inhales a deep breath before a tear runs down her face.

"If you don't then just leave now. I don't know how much my heart can't take anymore" I tell her letting go of her arm.

Y/N sits up and leans against the head board.

Another tear falls down her face.

"I do" she replies her voice small below a whisper making it hard to hear her.

"Then why do distant, so cold?"

"It wasn't my intention Nate. I—" she shakes her head turning towards the window.

"Then what was your intentions huh?"

"Not this, I'm- I can't be the person you want me to be" she says her hands twiddling with her engagement ring.

The ring shines with the rays of the moon light illuminating the room.

"What?" I say standing up quickly almost falling down. "You say this this now when we are two months away from our big day!" I basically shout
at her causing her to flinch.

"Nate— fuck why couldn't you have done this before the engagement. At least you could have spared me a bigger heart break.

She sobs and tears cascade down her face.

"Please" she says

"Please what Y/N! Speak up because I can't hear you over my heart being ripped in two!" I yell louder than before.

"I can't have kids!" She yells back and she continues to cry.

"What?" I stay shocked, confused, and desperate for answers.

"I have a rare condition my ovaries don't have the same amount of eggs a normal 22 year old has" she says before she continues "doctors said that their was a possibility the condition stopped but it only sped up these last few months"

"Why didn't you tell me?" I say rushing to her side pulling her into my lap quickly.

"I had high hopes. I know you want a big family, but I knew deep down I couldn't give it to you" she exhales avoiding my eyes.

Angry rises back inside me.

"You kept this from me the last 4 years we were dating?! And when we talked about having children!" I  causing her to flinch in my arms.

"I'm sorry" she sighs out as tears run down her face.

"No I'm sorry, baby. Is there anything we can do. Adoption is a great option for us. Just don't be distant with ever again" I tell her our foreheads pressed together.

"I already took a few extreme measures when ever it came down to this" she says wiping away her tears.

"What is it?"

"I froze some of my eggs, the doctor said it would be a great option to still have kids of my own" she says wiping a single tear from cheek.

I hug her back, so glad she still loves me.

"Y/N, we will get through this baby. But for right now I'm just glad I know what's happening and that my fear of you regretting marriage is wrong. I love you so much. Yes, I would have wished you would have told me soon about this. I'm just glad I know now and I'll do whatever I can to help you out." I tell her placing my lips against hers.

Y/N kisses me back with so much passion.

"I love you Nate, and I'm sorry I was so distant"

"It's okay, we will get through this baby" I tell her as we lay down.

I wrap my arms around her and hold her tightly against my chest.

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A/N
Hello my lovelies!😘 I'm on my spring break so I'm hoping to do a few updates for the Imagine book and 'I'm not her' this week.

Love you all 💕