Nate Maloley Imagines

I'm not her (part 2)

Recap:
"I'm sorry Nate, but I can't keep being with you knowing your heart belongs to someone else" I go upstairs and pack a bag to last me for a while before I find a place. I walk back downstairs and see Nate sitting in the same position I was a while ago.

I open the door and turn around knowing I'll be regretting it. I turn and Nate's pleating brown eyes staring at my own silently pleating me to stay. Instead I walk out and start my car never look back.

*Nate's POV*

I watch her leave. My heart is shattered once she muttered the words 'I can't keep being with you.' Both of our hearts shattered in the process. I messed up big time and I don't know if I can repair it.
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*Nate's POV*

I stay looking out at the door the girl who I have adored this past year. She wasn't any girl. Her eyes lighted up with a simple mention of children. Y/N always wanted a big family.

*flashback*

I watched as Y/N played around with children in the park near our house. They played tag and giggled every time she pretended to trip on something, so she could be the tagged. I smiled as the children's faces would light up when they saw Y/N walking towards them.

"Aww. I'm sorry kiddos but I have to go" Y/N told them as she gave the each a hug. The children would mumble a simple 'okay' and set up at time so they could play again with her tomorrow. I see her walk up to me with arms wide open.

"Come on Maloley you know you also want a hug" she teased as I wrapped my hands around her waist. I kiss her temple and smell you scent.

"From you always, baby" I say as I lift her up into my arms and spin her. She giggles trying to tell me to stop. I finally put her back down and throw my arm over her shoulder. I pull her in close to make sure she doesn't run back to play with the children.

"Don't worry I had enough play time today, but I'm going to be so tired after I have all my children" Y/N says as she intertwines our fingers as we near a ice cream parlor.

"How many?" I question as I ask for a vanilla ice cream in a cone. Y/N orders cookie dough before answering.

"I always wanted a big family. My children will grow up and I'll need another baby to keep me company. While my other children are fulfilling their passion. Changing the world to become a better place for future generations." Y/N finished while taking a spoonful of her ice cream. While she was talking she had a sparkle in her eye that made me fall in love with her more.

"Then so be it can't have you feeling lonely" I tease back as I kiss her lips quickly from across the table. She gives me a smile before turning towards the window.

*flashback over*

My phone keeps going off. I finally check it and see who it is. Ana.

To: Nate
From: Ana
Hey has fun tonight!❤️

I throw my phone at the wall. The screen shatters, glass all over the floor.
I have no idea why I started talking to her again. This idiotic mistake just cost me the girl who makes my heart beat like crazy. My motivational to bring out new music.

Y/N changed my life for the better like no one has. I rarely go out to parties seeing as I come home to Y/N. She is the party I never want to leave. But what do I have now. NOTHING. The girl who keeps me sane is not here.

I need to get her back and tell her the stupid mistake I did was nothing. She is my world and I wouldn't trade her for anyone not even Ana.

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A/N
I hope you liked it in Nate's point of view.