Hold onto me. Danger days fanfiction

Chapter 11

You awoke to talking. You tried to listen closely but you couldn't make out what the words were. Your eyes were still closed. You thought you heard dr.d and some other person. You then felt a hand on your forehead. You opened your eyes to find that dr.d's hand was on your forehead. "Well good morning toxic." Still nothing. "Those pills that she took did something to her." How did they know about the pills? "Missile she's awake if you want to come see her!" Yelled dr.d. Then missile came running in the room and went to the side of your bed. "I missed you toxic!" She hugged you. You tried to lift up your arm. Party saw this then did it for you. You cried for the first time in a month. She pulled away and looked at you and smiled. She grabbed your hand and held it. You smiled faintly. "Those pills haven't broke her completely. She is in there somewhere." Said dr.d. "I hope so." Said party. "Missile, dr.d can me and toxic be alone for a little?" "Sure thing." He rolled out of the room and missile ran out. Party then closed the door. "Why wouldn't you tell me?" You wanted to but you couldn't. "I could have helped you." "Why couldn't it be me?" He walked over to you and kissed your forehead. He then walked out of the room to come back 5 minutes later with a can of soup, water, and a wheelchair. He closed the door once again and walked over to you. "When you have eaten a little more I can actually take you out of the room." He tried to feed you. You hated seeing party like this, force feeding you. You finally finished and he helped you put on your pants then lifted you up into the wheelchair. He then knelt down so you were face to face with him. "I love you too much to see you like this." He kissed you, you didn't kiss back though. "Do you love me?" You slowly nodded. He smiled faintly. "I get it your just not ready." He then got up and rolled you out the door. You then went to the kitchen and saw the boys, missile, and dr.d. "Hey toxic." They all said. You didn't move. "I don't think she's doing so hot." Said jet. "Ya no shit." Said ghoul. You started tearing up. Ghoul saw this and walked over to you. He knelt down so that you were eye to eye. "Look at me ok, I know your in there somewhere. You can break free of this, they hurt you." You nodded. "You can do this, I know there is a strong, amazing, powerful, kick ass girl in there somewhere." He flashed you a smile. You just reached your arms out and he leaned in so he could hug you. He wrapped his arms around you and you rested your arms on his back. He then pulled away and kissed your forehead. He then walked back to the booth and party pushed your wheelchair to the booth. You looked down at your lap. "Hey toxic can you talk to us? We want to know what happened." Said kobra. You said nothing. "Do you want to talk to just one of us?" You wanted to just talk to your mom but she was dead. You still looked down. Just then dr.d spoke up. "Toxic we really need you." Missile got up and walked over to you. You scotched over so that she could sit on your chair. She then sat down and you put your arm around her. She then held her hand out and you took it with your other hand. You let go of her and pointed to party. "You want to talk to party about it?" You slowly nodding. Party then pushed you and missile to the living room. He then parked you across from the couch. "What happened love?" Missile was rubbing her thumb on the back of your hand. You tried to speak. You couldn't. "Do you want me to get you some paper and a pencil?" Asked missile. You nodded. She got up and went to your room. Party handed you a picture. It was the one of you and your mom. You took it and held it close to your chest. You then put it on the table. Missile then came back and resumed her position on your chair. She then put the notepad on your lap and gave you the pencil. "What happened?" You then wrote down he threw me in a cell and instead of just killing me on the spot he decided to torture me instead. You gave it to him. "What else happened. Well he gave me one meal every day. It consisted of  an old piece of bread and a small glass of water. He hurt me whenever I disobeyed him. He asked me where the diner was and where dr.d was. I didn't tell him, that resulted in him putting me in a chair and forcing my eyes open while beating me. He then left the room and left me in the chair for hours. Then after about five hours the guards took me back to the cell and made me swallow two pills. They did that once every day. He would tell me I'm broken, worthless, weak, that no one cares about me, that it was my fault that my mother died. I couldn't take it. I always thought that you guys would come down the hall and come get me for the first three weeks. I lost hope after korce said that you all weren't coming for me. He said that over and over then I started believing it. I laid there every day thinking about nothing. I had nothing. I am broken. You handed the notebook back to party. Missile rubbed her thumb on the back of your hand. Party looked up with tears in his eyes. "I would always come back for you. Even if it meant I would die in the process I love you Carly." You looked up with tears in your eyes. You motioned to the notepad. He handed it to you. Go show this to the boys. You handed it to him and he then stood up and pushed your wheelchair back to the booth. When you you there he handed the notepad to dr.d he then read it to himself. He then passed it to the boys. They read it to them selfs and looked at me. "We would never leave you." Said ghoul. "Your like family." Said jet. "We care about you toxic." Said kobra. You looked down. You motioned to the notepad. They gave it to you. Can missile stay here this week? You gave it to dr.d. "Yes she can stay." You looked at missile and smiled faintly. She smiled back. "Do you want something to eat?" Asked jet. You slowly nodded. Party went over to the kitchen and got a can of beans and brought it back to you. He scoped out some of the beans and put the spoon up to your mouth. You then ate half the can. "So I should get going there is some stuff I need to take care of." Said dr.d. They all said goodbye to him and he left. The boys all gave you a hug and went to their rooms. Missile was getting tired so party took her to your room and put her to bed. That left you and party. "Can you talk to me. I miss your voice." You said nothing. He cried. "Why did he have to do this to you. I miss your energy your love your voice." You wanted to hop on your motorcycle and drive away. You couldn't though. "Do you want to go and lay on the couch with me?" You nodded your head. He then rolled you to the living room. He sat down on the couch. "Do you want to come sit here?" You nodded. He carefully lifted you up and set you on the couch. You where weak. You slowly leaned your head on party's shoulder. He draped an arm around you. "I love you no matter what." He kissed your forehead. You looked over at him and you just looked into each others eyes. You looked into his beautiful hazel eyes. You looked away. He rubbed your shoulder. You loved him but you didn't show it. You where getting tired. (It was 9). "Tired?" You nodded your head. He picked you up and put you in your chair. He rolled you into his room. "I'm gonna go get your pjs." He went in your room and got a long shirt and came back. He closed the door and went over to you. "Do you need help?" You nodded. He lifted your shirt over your head and put it on the floor. He then got the other shirt. He looked at the many cuts and bruises on your stomach.(you where wearing a sports bra weirdos). "I'm sorry." He went to the bathroom and got the bacteria spray and sprayed your cuts he then wrapped your stomach in bandages and put your shirt on. He then lifted you up and laid you down on the bed. He took off his shirt and turned off the lights. He then laid down on the bed. He pulled you closer to him. He wrapped an arm around your waist. "I love you." He said before he fell asleep. "I love you more." You said very softly.