Blue Eyes

Chapter Four

Omg I think this chapter is really cute idk bout u but I really like the ending haha

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Harry.Harry's lips,Harry's eyes,Harry's curls,Harry,Harry,Harry.

That was all that was going on in Louis' mind.

It just felt so wrong.he couldn't.it wasn't right,but he just couldn't help it.it was already too late.

The green eyes had already possessed him,whenever he closed his eyes he saw him.hell even when he had his eyes open he saw him!

He opened his laptop and went on yahoo answers and asked a question.

'I'm inlove with someone I shouldn't be,how do I get my mind off of them?'he posted and within a few minutes he received some replays.

Most of them were saying he should get a girl/boy friend and try to forget about that one person.but he didn't even know anyone who could be his girlfriend!

He wasn't even sure if he was in love!

"What are you doing?"Zayn walked in the room.

"Zayn,can you find me a girl friend?"Zayn's eyes widened.

"Why would you want a girl friend?"he asked confused.

"That is my own business okay?just please help me find someone"

"Yeah fine man whatever you say.I'll ask Perrie for some help."

Louis smiled"thanks Z,you're the best!"he gave him a side hug and decided to go to the hospital to visit Harry.after all it was his first day off after weeks.he drove to the hospital and said hi to Eleanor before going to Harry's room.

"Harreh!"

"Loueh!"

They both chuckled.

"How are you Hazza?"

"Better than fine!My cold has gotten better and I could finally see the sun after 6 days,eehh I was dying."Harry sticked his tangue out and Louis ruffled his hair.

"I'm glad to hear that!so do you know when they're going to release you?"

"Erm,I guess in a few months.Eleanor says I'm normal now,but they just have to make sure I will stay normal"Harry snorted rolled his eyes.

They talked and laughed for a few hours before they fell in to a comfortable silence.

Louis noticed tears in Harry's eyes.

"Harry?what's wrong?"he asked softly and layed on the bed next to Harry.

"I just miss them all so much.my sister,Gemma.she could be annoying,she was always annoying but I will kill just to be annoyed by her again now.she was always there for me and Ian.more like a best friend than a sister.my mum,she always sang me before sleep.until I was 12 even though I was grown up.her spaghetties were the best in the whole planet.I just wish I could taste it one more time.and my dad.we sucked at football so he played basketball with us when we were younger.he would always let us win.I never realised how much I miss playing basketball and then going home and my mum shouting about our cloths being dirty.what happened Louis?why did this happen to us?and Ian.he was my twin.that was the biggest shock actually.I'm pretty sure I would be dead if I hadn't met you.I don't miss him as much as I should.maybe because I have you around"Harry sighed.

Louis' heart broke by these last sentences.he always knew that he was only a replacement for Harry but he never admitted.he was secretly hoping he was wrong but seems like he wasn't.

"That's all I am"he whispered.

"What?"Harry asked confused.

"That is all I am to you,isn't it?just a replacement of your brother.I always knew it deep down but I always hoped I was wrong.guess I wasn't"his voice was shaking.

"Lou what-of course not what are you talking about?!"

"I understand don't deny it.I get it.I just hoped you might actually like me for me,not because I look like Ian.stupid of me for thinking that."he chuckled and Harry took a deep breath.

"Look at me"he said but Louis kept looking at the ceiling.

"Please look at me"harry asked again but Louis didn't make a move.he held Louis' chin and tilted his head so they were facing eachother but Louis shut his eyes.

"Please Louis,just look into my eyes"Harry begged and Louis finally opened his eyes which were filled with tears.

"you know what is my favorite part of you?"he asked and Louis stayed quiet.

"Your eyes."Louis kept silent.

"Lou your eyes are blue.Ian's eyes were green just like mine but yours...Louis you have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my whole life.so blue,so beautiful.I could stare at them all day.hell I could stare at them all my life and never get tired.they're so beautiful Louis,you don't even understand."

Harry stared in to Louis' eyes with so much adoration and lust.

After a few minutes Louis looked down.

"No,keep looking at me and don't blink.I don't even wanna lose a second.just look in to my eyes and never look away.please."he begged.

So Louis did as he was told.he stared in to the beautiful forest green for what seemed like hours.

"Don't even dare to say you are a replacement.you are Louis.my Louis.not Ian,not anyone.Louis,the boy with beautiful ocean blue eyes,who saved my life."

"I love you Harry"he finally spoke up and said what he was screaming inside out loud.but he knew Harry wouldn't understand how much he actually meant them.

"I love you too"Harry said and Louis' biggest wish was that he meant it as much as Louis did.

They kept looking in to each other's eyes and After a few hours Harry finally closed his eyes and went to sleep with his hand still on Louis' cheek.Louis placed his hand on Harry's and linked their fingers from behind and slowly drifted to sleep with Harry next to him,dreaming of the curly lad again.