Unfazed

Sixteen

"Julian, stop!," I giggled. He pulled me on top of him making me straddle him. He softly cupped my chin kissing my lips.

"You know basketball season is about to start," he told me grabbed a hand full of my ass cheeks. I nodded my head in reply.

I slapped his hands away. I buried my face in the crook of his neck. He sucked his teeth pulling me back up, making me face him. "For real, I need my girl to support me," he pushed.

My mouth hung open in disbelief. "Of course I'm going to support you. What made you think that I won't?"

"I want you to try out for the cheerleading squad," he told me playing with the string to my hoodie. My face scrunched up. I'm not exactly the 'athletic' type.

"Ion see that happening, Julian," I giggled. He just glanced at me with his almond eyes. I sucked my teeth, pouting. I giggled. I mean, I couldn't possibly fit in with them broads. I can't squeeze my ass in them size one uniforms.

"Come on! I would be happy to see your sexy ass on the sidelines, cheering me on," he encouraged. I waved my finger.

"I could do that in the audience, on the bleachers." He licked those full pink lips, giving me chills.

"Bae, could you at least think about it? Please?," he pleaded. I hopped from him and picked my Pink shorts off the ground.

"Fine, I'll think about it, Julian. Happy?," I sighed slipping on my shorts and my pink Fenty Puma slides.

Julian sucked his teeth. "Gimme kiss before I take you home," he demanded. I came up to him and quickly pressed my lips on his giving him no chance to kiss back.

"You being bad, Loyalty. Don't make daddy punish you," he teased biting his lip.

"I think you did enough of that this weekend," I replied, grabbing the bags of clothes he bought me this weekend.

"Whatever, you ready to go?," he asked grabbing his keys. I nodded my head, placing a weak smile on my face.

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"Gimme kiss," he demanded, after pulling up at my address. Julian and I engaged in a deep passionate kiss, letting our tongues wiggle into each other's mouth.

"Loyalty Nina Parker, get your ass in this house!," my mom yelled, after coming outside in her robin blue satin robe and hooker heels.

"I'll call you later, bae." I pecked his lips. I hopped out the truck, pulling down my shorts and getting my bags out the car.

"Bye, Miss Chanel!," Julian called before pulling off.

"I can't believe you! I've been worried. I-" Without even settling in she's already blowing her top off.

"If you were so worried, you would've called me, Ma." I proceeded upstairs, before I was snatched right back down.

"Listen, I'm your mother. You need to respect me," she barked pointing her index finger in my face. I rolled my eyes, dropping my bags.

"Mother? You call yourself a mother? You are barely home and when you are, you continue to degrade me any chance you get!"

"I tried my best to be a parent and you don't make it easy!," she yelled letting tears fall.

"Mama, the only thing you had to do was be there for me. You can't even do that. You threw a bottle at me because your drunk ass can't except that I'm better than you! You are a sad excuse for a mom, Chanel."

Her hand came across my face making me fall. "You are a stuck up bitch, Loyalty."

I softly caressed my cheek while getting up from the floor. "You are right. I'm a stuck up bitch because I have high self-esteem! I'm a stuck up bitch because I wear my heart on my sleeve! I'm a stuck up bitch because I was scared to admit I had got raped my your ex-husband! I'm a stuck up bitch because I aborted a rape baby! I'm a stuck up bitch because my damn mother is jealous of me! So yes...Loyalty Parker...is a... Stuck. Up. Bitch!" Tears fell from my face soaking the floor.

"Loyalty, you....no-. I'm sorry-"

The toilet flushed from the upstairs making me wonder who was in here.

"Who's in here?," I questioned her, giving her the side eye.

"Loyalty, no!"

I pushed past her, entering my mom's room. The bed was messed up and his cologne lingered in the air. The Magnum wrappers covered the bed spread. "Loyalty, listen, I-"

"Move," I cut my mom off, pushing past her and going upstairs to my room. She quickly followed up. I swung open the door seeing Jackson, adjusting his pants.

"Loyalty, baby....I miss you," Jackson stammered.

"MOMMA! WHY IS HE HERE!! DO SOMETHING!," I screamed backing away. She looked at him and then down at the floor.

"Jackson..he reconnected with me after he moved back to LA and we had discussed some things that happened between you and him and-"

"YOU KNOW! YOU KNOW THAT HE RAPED ME AND YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY?! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU, MA! I HOPE YOU BOTH ROT IN HELL! Oh my God! I need to go!," I screamed. I raced downstairs, picking up the bags from earlier.

"Loyalty wait, I-"

I ignored anything she had to say. She was just a demon that I didn't want to be in contact with.