~Kat~
I know what I need to do. I need to do the right thing, instead of the selfish thing.
The contractions were closer together and they wheeled me into a private room where my baby girl will be born. Frank was holding my hand while smiling. He listed the things he'll teach her to do.
"I'll teach you to play guitar, and your Grandpa will teach you the drums. I'll teach you to ride a bike and beat up bullies. I'll teach you how to walk and talk. And I'll teach you how to love someone the way I love mommy." He listed things that made me feel worse and worse about holding him back. He is such a good person and he deserves to at least have a shot at fame. I remained quiet as I felt the wave of pain caress my body. I felt pain filled tears run down my face slowly.
"Frank, I'm sorry I got pregnant and suckered you into this. I want you to be happy and be in a band and go places without a kid on your arm." I uttered softly, my voice raw and jerky. Frank's eyes saddened before a cheeky grin played his face.
"It takes two people to make a baby, I didn't have to have sex with you. I choose too. And she wont be in my arm, she'll be in the stroller. And as for happiness. I'm overwhelmed by the amount of happiness you've given me this year." He replied. His words made me smile but tears of pain and joy ran down my heated face as another huge wave of pain came through me giving me the erge to push. And I was right it was time to help bring this child into the world. I watched Frank's eyes light up as he watched the birth of his daughter. All I remember is pain, then a sieren moment of joy and solitude. I saw her, she was small and pail. Her cries made me feel like I had my feet in the ocean when I felt her kick for the first time.
Penelope Serenity Iero, born June 8, 1998. 5LBS, 4OZ.
