smut ahead
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Me and Kyle were laying in bed staring into each others eyes. I don't know why I said that. What did I have in mind? Okay, I wanted him to fuck me. That's what I had in mind. I still have that in mind. But I'm not sure if we're rushing into things slightly...We haven't even been together 24 hours yet!
Okay Dan calm down
I don't know if I want to have sex with Kyle. Well I do but maybe not yet.
We don't have to go that far though do we? But does Kyle want to go that far? I don't want to seem like...like I'm scared.
But I am slightly scared
So what do I do? Do I tell him? Shit
'Kyle?'
'Yes babe?'
'I don't know if I can do this...like...Go too far anyway if you know what I mean. Just not yet. I'm sorry. I want this with you, but can we just wait...It won't be long, I just don't think I'm ready yet.' Shit shit shit shit
He looked at me and his face softened. He slipped his hand into mine before talking.
'Dan, listen. I'm sorry for putting this on you. I understand if you want to wait a while. We don't have to do anything at all. I will wait as long as you want to wait.'
I couldn't help but kiss him after that. 'I love you too Kyle...Thankyou. I...I don't want it to seem like I don't want this with you because believe me-'
'Dan! Stop worrying will you. It's fine, honestly.'
He kissed me lightly and just as he was about to pull away, I kissed him again, pushing forward. He seemed slightly surprised but then relaxed into the kiss.
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Dan pulled Kyle on top of him without parting from his lips.
Kyle didn't know what to do. He definitely knew Dan didn't want sex but how far was he willing to go?
He just decided to start things off lightly.
He planted kisses all over Dan's face. His cheeks. His nose. His chin. His eyes. His forehead. His jaw. Then made his way back to Dan's lips. But he didn't kiss him. He spoke quietly.
'You're so beautiful Dan.' Dan blushed and looked to the side. It was as if he was trying to hide his red cheeks, but it clearly was not working.
'Hey, babe. Don't look away, you look cute when you blush.'
'I'm do not.' Dan looked back up, slight sadness in his eyes.
'Dan, you're gorgeous...In my eyes especially.'
Dan doesn't like being complimented. He doesn't know what to say? So instead he just kissed Kyle slowly at first.
Kyle pulled away breathing heavily. He started to retrace the marks he had left on Dan's chest, lightly kissing each one. He then made his way down to Dan's stomach, leaving new marks.
Kyle was already in his boxers so he slowly pulled the other man's shorts off. Dan helped.
He started to lightly nibble on Dan's hips, holding him down by his waist. Dan ran his fingers through Kyle's hair. He was slowly pushing Kyle's head further down. Kyle didn't want to be too forward though so he kept slightly moving up Dan's body every time he was pushed down.
This just made Dan want Kyle even more.
'Ky, please.' He was practically begging at this point
'Are you sure you want to do this?'
'Yes...'
Kyle smiled and then put two fingers under the waistband of Dan's boxers and Dan's breathing hitched. but before he could get any further, he was cut off by Dan again.
'Kyle wait!' He looked up at Dan who looked slightly worried.
'I'm sorry, are you sure you want to do this?' Dan asked, his eyes wide.
Kyle laughed slightly. 'I want this more than anything Baby' Dan smiled after hearing his boyfriend respond.
Kyle continued, He slowly removed Dan's boxers. He could feel Dan's breathing quicken again.
He knew Dan was self conscious about...everything. But he had nothing to worry about in this case...At all.
He moved back up to Dan's face, 'Stop worrying baby' he whispered before softly pecking his lips and making his way back down.
He started by holding onto Dan's shaft, slowly moving his hand up and down. Dan gasped as Kyle's cold rings made contact with his tender skin. He started going quicker and quicker. He could see the pleasure in Dan's face. Dan had his fingers tangled in Kyle's hair, he pushed his face down so Kyle was now breathing hot air onto the tip of Dan's hard cock.
'Ky...Ughhhhh!' Dan growled as Kyle teased him.
'Someone's getting a little inpatient.' Kyle laughed as he watched Dan struggle.
'Stop being such a tease...Please!'
'Fine.'
He gave Dan's head little kitten lick, then he wrapped his mouth around it. He started bobbing up and down. He didn't take it all, he'd never done this before either so he started things off slow. Dan moaned, trying not to make to much noise...But, Kyle then decided he wanted to pleasure Dan even more, he took all of him into his mouth and down his throat.
He was gripping the bed sheets so tightly, and he arched his back trying to stay quiet.
Sure he had done this before, but it had never felt this good?
It wasn't long before Dan alerted his boyfriend.
'Kyle...I'm nearly...I'm nearly there.' He said between moans.
But that didn't stop Kyle. He carried on right up until Dan came. He then quickly swallowed, trying to make as little mess as possible.
Dan tasted irresistibly good. Not many people say that about their partners, but Kyle knew that was a taste he was going to crave.
He looked up at Dan, who was lying there out of breath and exhausted. He made his way up to lie with Dan, wiping his mouth as he went. He pulled the covers over them both and then pulled his much loved boyfriend into his chest.
'Wait....wait. I need to return something Kyle' Tired Dan spoke, as if he'd just woke up.
'No, babe its fine, you're tired. Lets just get some rest okay?'
'But-'
'No buts. It's fine honestly, now come here.'
Dan didn't fight it, he was actually tired. But he defiantly was planning on repaying Kyle in some way. He lay with his head on Kyle's chest. Kyle didn't mind not getting anything in return. Seeing Dan pleasured was enough to pleasure him as well. He really loves Dan.
'I love you Danny'
Dan mumbled back, already half asleep, 'I love you too. Loads'
Kyle smiled like an idiot. He thought about how lucky he was as he drifted off to sleep.
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I'm not even sorry
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