'Dan let me explain please!'
'No. There's nothing to explain Kyle. You Kissed her. YOU FUCKING KISSED SOMEONE ELSE. A GIRL.' Dan backed up into the wall, tears streaming from his eyes.
'I didn't kiss her. She kissed me. You saw before I could pull away, Dan I would never cheat on you I promise.' He grabbed Dan's hands but Dan pulled away almost instantly.
'I'm taking the guest bedroom, please don't disturb me. Goodnight...I...I love you.' Dan replied, his voice cracking. He didn't look into Kyle's eyes once. He turned and walked into the guest bedroom slamming the door behind him.
Kyle fell to the ground sobbing. He sat up against the kitchen cabinet. He couldn't stop the tears from flowing. He never meant for any of this. He retraced everything that had happened:
Him and Dan decided to meet up with some friends at a local bar. It was pretty packed. Both Dan and Kyle didn't get too drunk surprisingly. They were on the dance floor where everyone else was when Dan went to get some more drinks.
'Stay here and I'll get us some more drinks.' He parted from Kyle winking at him. Kyle sipped the last bit of his previous drink as he stood there awkwardly for a few minutes. He took the last the last gulp of his drink, lifting it up far. As soon as the glass removed from his lips. Some random girl threw herself on Kyle. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him before he could even comprehend what was going on. He pulled away pretty much instantly but there standing in front of him and that random, slutty girl was Dan.
He stood there staring at Kyle. He almost looked angry at first but then his expression softened. Instead of being angry, his eyes filled with tears and he looked to the ground. He dropped the two glasses on the floor leaving a mess and paced towards the door.
'Dan! Wait!' Kyle followed him. But Dan didn't wait. In fact he walked all the way to their home. He was walking at such a high speed, Kyle couldn't catch up. And that's when they ended up home, Dan crying his eyes out.
Kyle thought about it over and over. He didn't want to hurt Dan. He never has wanted that. He didn't even know what was going on. He wanted to go into the guest room and explain everything...But Dan said not to disturb him. He didn't want to make him angry. He stayed sitting on the floor, sobbing. He didn't want to sleep. He only wanted to sleep with Dan by his side. But he found himself drifting off on the kitchen floor anyway.
Dan walked in on Kyle sleeping with his head rested on this knees. He was still sat with his back up against the kitchen cabinet. He sighed and a sad smile slightly appeared on his face.
He walked over and sat by Kyle, pulling him into his chest. 'I'm sorry Ky.' he whispered, tears stinging his eyes.
He pulled him up and practically carried him to the guest room (he didn't wanna go up the stairs). He lay him on the bed and then lay on the other side. He kissed his forehead causing Kyle to wake slightly.
'Dan?'
'Yes Kyle, I don't want you sleeping on the kitchen floor so...'
'I'm sorry, I need to expla-'
'No wait, please. We'll talk about it tomorrow. We can sort things out before we leave for the tour. Just get some rest okay.' Dan turned away.
'I love you Dan'
There was a short pause...
'I love you too.'
And shortly after, Kyle thought Dan had fallen asleep so he did too.
He woke again. He didn't know what time it was but it must have been early hours of the morning. He heard Dan. He was crying. Sobbing. He was trying to stay quiet but It obviously wasn't working.
Kyle felt sick. He felt so, so sick. He made Dan feel this way...He leaned and turned Dan over, pulling him into his chest. He didn't care if he would be angry.
'Babe, please don't cry. I'm so sorry, honestly. I love you. I love you so fucking much, with all my heart.' Kyle held onto him for dear life.
Dan didn't say anything. After a few minutes, he stopped crying but kept his head nestled on Kyle's shoulder. He put his hand on Kyle's face but still didn't move.
'I'm scared Ky.' He let out a whimper once again.
'Babe it's alright, why are you scared?'
'I...It doesn't matter. Can we just talk in the morning?'
'That's fine. Are you sure?'
'Yes...Please. I love you Kyle...' He kissed Kyle's neck lightly.
'I love you too. I'm always here for you babe, no matter what.'
Dan then fell asleep in Kyle's arms, it was crazy how easily he could sleep in Kyle's presence. Kyle, on the other hand, made sure he kept himself awake. If Dan woke again, he wanted to be there incase anything was wrong. He drifted off a few times but not for too long. Just some short naps. Another part of him just couldn't sleep right anyway. All he could think of is how he hurt Dan...
He just wanted a chance to explain...
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So I skipped Christmas in this story haha. Hope you guys don't mind, I just didn't really feel like writing Christmassy stuff. I can always edit this and add in another Christmas chapter though. But for now, Christmas is over and they are about to go back on tour...
Hope you guys are enjoying this so far :)
