Kyle sat in then lounge area of the tour bus. The rest of the crew were also there just chilling, apart from Dan.
'Kyle, where's Dan at?'
'He's upstairs, he said he wanted to be alone for a few hours. Does anyone know what's wrong with him?'
They all muttered and shook their heads. 'If you don't know then it must be bad.' Woody said sitting forward slightly.
'I know, I'm worried about him. He hasn't spoke to me much all day. I might go and talk to him again.'
Kyle left the lounge to go and see if Dan would talk to him now. He was so worried. What could have happened to make him like this? Or what is happening...?
'Dan?' Kyle crouched down at Dan's bunk and opened the curtain.
'Go away please.' Dan was facing the wall and didn't move. He sounded like he'd been crying.
'Dan fucking hell. What is going on? You're scaring me, please.'
'Please Kyle, Just leave me alone.'
'No.' Kyle sat on the bunk and put his hand on Dan's side. 'Dan I'm not going anywhere.'
Dan turned around and sat up, his eyes were red from the tears and his hair was a mess. 'I'm fine, okay.'
'Dan, you're not fine. Please tell me what's wrong, I want to help you. You can trust me.'
Dan didn't know what to say. He was nervous. He didn't want to say it. He didn't want to explain what was going on in his head. Even if he could find the words to describe it, he wouldn't want to.
He felt so fucked up. He felt like an absolute freak. Just as things were getting so much better in his life, this has to come along and fuck it all up.
He didn't want to be mean to anyone, he just didn't know what to say or what to do. He didn't want to hurt anyone by saying the wrong words. He was genuinely so confused as to why this was happening...
'I want to tell you, and I do trust you.'
'Then why can't you?'
'I just...I just want to sleep for a bit.' Dan started to lie back down.
'Well, I'll lie with you then.'
'Kyle for fucks sake just go. I told you I want to be alone!'
A look of hurt washed over Kyle's face. 'Okay. I'm sorry.'
Dan instantly felt bad but he was speechless; at his own actions. Kyle started to get up but before he did, he spoke again. This time even more quietly with his voice cracking. 'You know, if you don't want to be with me please just say. It will prevent a lot of hurt if you tell me now. I fucking love you Dan. I'm trying so hard to make you happy but that obviously isn't working. So just tell me.' He realised he couldn't take the answer because all he could think of was how Dan was going to break up with him...
He started to walk away when Dan stood up swiftly. 'Kyle wait please!'
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This is a super short chapterrrr. But things may or may not go down hill for a while...
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