'It's gonna be alright.' Kyle said while rubbing Dan's back.
Dick managed to find Dan and Kyle outside, Dan leaning over and throwing up on the grass.
'Guys, Dan, are you alright?' Dick walked over to them stressfully. It was cold and Dark, there were still fans standing around the tour busses but luckily round the other side. There had been body guards sent to shoo them away.
'Umm well, Dan just had another panic attack. One of his worst ones.' Just as Kyle explained, Dan stood up straight, wiping his mouth. He was still slightly shaking. Kyle put his arm around his again, slowly rubbing his back in an attempt to calm him.
'Shit, they're getting worse?'
No one answered, Dan just looked down to his feet. He didn't want to come to terms with the face that they are getting worse.
Instead, they all went back inside to talk.
Dick handed Dan his phone back to get the link back up.
Some magazine company had posted it and it's actually starting to go viral...
Dan looked at some of the retweets in case there was anyone he knew.
A few other news companies...
And to his surprise, a few of his friends!
Dan sighed at the thought of his friends, who knew they were keeping it private, spreading stuff like this.
'Ok I just emailed the company to take it down, we'll see how things go with people reacting, if things get to out of hand and people don't leave it alone you'll have to decide what you wanna do.' Dick said, sitting opposite the pair in the back lounge.
'Alright thanks Dick.' Kyle smiled, watching as Dick got up and left the room.
Dan just stayed silent.
'Dan it's going to be alri-'
'My friends. My friends helped spread that shit. They know how we are currently keeping this private.'
Kyle sighed. 'Dan, fuck them. You don't need friends like that.'
'Kyle, they basically fucking betrayed me. My housemate. What the hell. I told them because I trusted them. I trusted them to keep it private.' Dan ran his fingers through his soft stands of hair and tugged at them roughly.
'Hey, stop that.' Kyle moved Dan's hand away. 'Dan babe, you deserve better than them. Just try and forget about it for now. You can talk to them when you're home and-'
'Shut up. It's not that easy.' Dan snapped, crossing his arms. He closed his eyes afterwards, realising what he just did.
'Okay. I'm sorry.' Kyle shrugged and looked down. 'I think I'm gonna head up to bed.'
'Okay.' Dan really wanted to apologise to Kyle. He was only trying to help. But it's like something was stopping him. Something was telling him what to say.
'Night.' Kyle rubbed Dan's knee before getting up and leaving the room. Leaving Dan sitting there, no emotion on his face, arms still crossed.
In the morning, the bus had parked up in a new destination. The hotel was ready for the guys to check into and they agreed to all wake up early so they could check into the hotel for extra hours of sleep in more comfortable beds.
Kyle was dressed and ready to go carrying his and Dan's suitcase.
Dan wasn't in his bunk so he presumed he may have woke really early or slept downstairs. When he walked into the back room, he watched as Dan sat there, asleep, and in the exact same position as he was when Kyle had left the night before.
'Danny?' Kyle walked over to Dan, placing a hand on his shoulder. Dan suddenly jerked awake.
'Shit.'
'Are you alright? Why did you sleep down here?'
'I didn't mean to.'
Kyle shook his head. 'Well, we're going to the hotel. You can get at least a good four or probably five hours of sleep.'
'What time is it?'
'four.'
'Okay. I need to get my suitcase.'
'I got it for you don't worry, just come on.'
Dan gave a small smile before following Kyle out of the bus.
In their shared hotel room, Dan quickly pulled off his jeans and got into their shared bed before Kyle even got to say anything to him.
Kyle sighed and did the same. He was going to find it hard to sleep now. Now he feels like Dan is mad at him.
He lay there for a good five minutes, thinking of how stupid he was being. Telling Dan to forget about his betraying friends was not going to get him to forget. Getting caught up in a trail of thoughts, he sighed heavily.
'Kyle?'
He snapped back into reality and turned to face Dan. 'Mmm?'
'...Never mind.' Something was stopping Dan from apologising. Something that only made Kyle feel worse. Dan saw the almost hurt look plastered on Kyle's face that he was trying to hide. But Dan could see right through the small smile Kyle gave.
He wrapped his arms around Kyle and he practically lay on Dan, his face lightly resting above his shoulder. 'Just get some sleep babe.' Dan said quietly, softly running his hand up and down Kyle's chest.
'And you. You must be exhausted.'
'Mmm.'
There was a long silence before Kyle grabbed Dan's hand and intertwined his fingers with his boyfriend's. 'I love you.'
'I love you too Ky.'
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I'm so bad at updating, sorry.
