secret soulmates // phan

eleven.

Dan
I sit down on my bed and bury myself in the warmth of my blanket. I take a pillow and put it behind my head, making myself comfortable. Things like this are nice. I love coziness.

I take my phone again and decide to take a look at Tumblr.
When I open the app, I'm a bit confused. I don't know what to search for. Apparently you have a blog?

I might take a look at it later, my head aches right now. I still click on YouTube, though. For some reason, I feel like I want to watch more.
I don't want to watch any more MUSE videos. What could I search for?
I go to the popular tab. There are a few people I've never heard of before. I scroll through the videos.
charlieissocoollike, Shane Dawson.. I don't know who they are, but decide to just click on a video.

I start with the Charlie guy. I click on the video. The sudden goofy voice coming from my earphones makes me jump. I quickly turn the volume down and bury myself even further into my blanket, for as far as that's possible.

After having watched the video, I click on another one, which showed up in my recommended. The video actually made me laugh, I really enjoyed it.

I watch another one. And another one.

After five videos, I decide to watch a video from Shane Dawson.
He's definitely way louder, but still funny.

I click away the videos and go to the recommended tab. Loads of videos appear, but there's one that catches my attention.

It's a guy with black hair, his fringe swiped to the side. He has the blue eyes and is wearing a green t-shirt. Something about him feels familiar, though I have never seen him before.
I click on the video.

"Hey guys! So the other day.."

He has a calming, nice voice with a northern accent. I find myself getting lost in his words within a few seconds.
I smile the whole way though the video. He is very funny, and adorable.

"Subscribe down below.."

I instantly click subscribe. Now I can actually stay up to date.
I watch some more videos. Before I know it, it's 11 PM. I decide to stop watching, as it's probably not good for you to look at a screen in the evening.

I feel kind of happy. It's weird that some guy on my screen who doesn't even know who I am just made me feel a lot better. It's a nice escape from the real world.

I feel myself getting tired. Normally, I never sleep before 2 AM. This is a rare occasion.
I put on some music and drift off to sleep, still buried in the blankets.

I even skipped the crying tonight, which never happens. I always cry.