Toxic Love ↭ Jason McCann

Chapter 27: Drama Drama Drama

Chapter 27: Drama, Drama, Drama

Jason's P.O.V

*a few days later*

I sat there by Carter and held her hand firmly in mine. She's still unconscious, but the doctor assured me that she will be alright. I didn't exactly know what was running through my mind right now, but I was highly worried. At the end of Robert's message he said to expect the unexpected. He was working for Johnson now and I was scared. I never lose. I swear on my mother's grave that I haven't lost any battles in my lifetime. I'm always ahead of everyone and I always win. I don't intend on losing this. I just need to think of a way to kill Johnson and get this all over with.

Carter's chest moved up and down as she breathed. I wonder what she was dreaming about. Maybe, she is dreaming about me. Ha, no. Who am I kidding? She is probably dreaming about her old life and her friends. She is probably dreaming about the normal life. She probably craves to have the normal life again, it is my fault why she can't have it, and I will never forgive myself for that. I put her into this situation and this is all my fault.

I could've just stayed out of her way and took some blonde bimbo for Johnson. I should've won her heart the normal way. I forced her into this life and yet she still forgives me. Why would a girl like her date me? She's so precious and I'm just... me. She is the only thing that brings interest into my life nowadays. Hopefully, she'll wake up soon. Having to live without her makes me feel empty. She was the one who filled the hole in my heart that Jenna had left. I am falling for Carter, and I can't stop.

James rushed into the room and I must've jumped ten feet in the air. "What the fuck man!" I hissed and his face was red. He was panting heavily and he was clutching onto his chest. "Jason, we have got to go!" He yelled and I stood up from the bed. "Why?" I asked and I was trying to sound annoyed. "They are here. They are coming! If we leave now, we will be able to make it out in time!" He shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair. "H-How did they find us?" I managed to choke out and he shrugged.

"I don't know how much longer I can take this." He said and he sat on the ground. He brought his knees up to his chest and started to shake his head. "Man, we have got to go! Get the fuck up!" I demanded and he shook his head once more. "I'm just done with all of this. I never wanted any of this!" He screamed and I flinched at his sudden outburst. "James, you are one of my best friends. Please come with us." I begged and he shook his head.

I could hear gunshots in the distance and James still refused to move. "THEY ARE COMING! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" I screamed. He closed his eyes and shook his head. "I-I'm just done." He stuttered. I ran over to Carter and picked her up bridal style. "The gang should be out there in the backyard with everything you need. Bye, Jason." He said and he smiled a little bit. "Bye. J-James." I said as I ran out of the door.

This is all my fault. I thought that James was the strongest one. But, I guess I was wrong. On the inside I wanted to break down and scream, but that wasn't an option right now. I have to stay strong for the gang, Carter, and I. I ran down the hallway and through the door. I jumped down half of the steps and Carter still didn't move. Well obviously she didn't because she's unconscious. As I made my way down the last of the steps, I ran out through the back door. The gang stood there and Kelly had tears streaming down her face.

My mustang was parked in the grass and so was Chaz's Ferrari. "Everyone get in the cars and drive!" I demanded and they nodded. I ran to my mustang and the key was already in the ignition. There was a fence that surrounded the back yard. I sat Carter in the passenger's seat and Ryan hopped in the back. The rest of the gang went in Chaz's car. I stepped on the pedal and pressed down all the way. I put the car into 'drive' and I sped towards the fence.

The fence broke as I drove through it and pieces of wood flew everywhere. I bet my baby is all scratched up, fuck. I drove down the alleyway and the others were still behind us. We were still pretty close to the house, but we made it.

BOOM! The whole ground shook. Those fuckers blew up my house! I ran my hand over my forehead as the sweat dripped down my face. I looked over at Carter and her hand twitched. Excitement took over my body and I totally forgot about everything that was happening. "Carter!" I exclaimed and her eyes opened. I was still focusing on the road, but I was also watching her from the corner of my eye.

She groaned and rubbed her eyes. "What the fuck!" She yelled. "Sshh, baby calm down. Everything will be alright." I cooed and I heard Ryan scoff in the back. "What's going on?" She whimpered. "Baby, I cannot explain now." I said and she let out another whimper. "My body hurts." She complained and I shook my head. "I'm sorry, baby. There's nothing I can do right now." I said. She muttered a few swear words before she closed her eyes again.

"Jason, we have to stop this madness and just give Johnson what he wants!" Ryan yelled and I rolled my eyes. "He wants Carter and I will never give her to him!" I spat. "You're fucking losing it Jason. She is just a fucking girl. Once she satisfies your needs, you'll break her heart. Do you realize that we lost two gang members because of her?" He questioned. I raised my eyebrows. "Do not talk about Jenna or James!" I bellowed and I could tell he was scared. "It isn't even her fault." I muttered.

"Oh really? It isn't? I bet if you haven't of taken her we'd still be in Denver and Jenna would be laughing, giggling, and-" He said before I punched the steering wheel. "What the fuck did I say?!" I yelled and he gulped. "Jason, you are changing and I don't like it." He mumbled and I didn't say anything.

I don't know how much more I can take.

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