5:23 p.m.
the reason i've never told anyone about my attraction to Murdoc, is because they'll bring up the past. you see, when Murdoc started the band, i had a girlfriend at the time. Her name was Paula, she had beautiful blue eyes and dark black hair. one day as i was in my room taking a nap, ( i had a hangover) Russel found Murdoc and Paula, "doing it" . Russel told me and it destroyed me. i cried for months, Noodle joined a few weeks later.
if i ever tell anyone they'll ask me "what about when he banged your ex?" or "you realize he's the reason you have fully black eyes, right?" i don't care about those stuff. all i know is that i love him. and a lot, to the point where i can't look at him and have cute fantasies about us holding hands, going on dates or watching horror movies together.
i'm not even bothered anymore whenever he calls me FaceAche . i think of it as a cute nickname more than just a nickname of hatred. i feel like i'm obsessed with him? i just wish he noticed how much i loved him. because i really do , i've never liked a person this much besides Paula.
i love the way he smiles.
the way he does all this little things.
how his lyrics have a meaning.
everything about him is just...ugh.
they say that no one is perfect.
but i swear he's perfect for me.
A/N
i made half of this in class as everyone else played Kahoot. You know your Gay story about virtual characters is more important than learning games.
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