d i a r y ; 8

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9:46 am

Murdoc was drunk all day, there wasn't any sign of him. he came in the next morning, slamming doors and yelling at us. Noodle yelled back, she hates seeing him drunk. they had a really long argument about him and his alcohol problems. most of it consisted of Noodle yelling in Japanese and Murdoc screaming he was okay.

that was a big fat lie though, after the argument, Murdock ran to his room. he slammed the door and locked it. i wanted to go and check on how he was doing but i was too scared. i didn't want him to hit me, all i know is that he was crying. i don't know why but he just was. i don't think it was due to the argument but i hope he opens up and tells me.

now that i think of it, Murdoc and i haven't had our "us time" in a while. what if he doesn't like me anymore? did he find someone new? am i bothering him too much? i's terrified, anxiety is getting to me.

please, help me.




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