Murdoc and I took a midnight drive, he opened up to me about his past. I haven't answered his question, I don't plan to. He was probably drunk when he purposed anyway, it's been a couple of rough weeks. I've been going outside more but I still feel so. . . isolated. I look at myself in the mirror. I look so pail, dark lines and bags under my eyes. My bones can be clearly seen through my skin, I've been taking pain killers, at least 5 a day or more.
My head hurts, Murdoc finished all the alcohol, I don't know why my so depressed. I'm getting a bad feeling. Something happened when I wasn't here, Murdoc has been acting really differently ever since I got, now that I think of it. Noodle has been teaching me about technology and Instagram and all these new apps. I'm not really on them, I don't see whats the point. I've been trying to push my feelings away by writing some music. Murdoc didn't really let me write songs for HUMANZ so I wrote one that I think is pretty good. It's called Sleeping Powder, I hope the fans like it.
Anyway, Murdoc goes out every Thursday at midnight. I'm getting really curious on to why it's every Thursday. It's currently Tuesday, I'm going to check it out if I can whenever Thursday comes.
A/N
Hi, sorry this chapter took so long and even if it's shitty.
I've been really depressed so i've been getting drunk to hide it, I'm sorry for the bad chapter. I hate it too.
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