This is it, Noodle, Russel and I are going to make a new life and keep Gorillaz going, just without Murdoc.
I haven't heard from him in almost a year, I think he's starting a new life.
Russel and I found out that Noodle had been seeing a girl who goes by Tank Girl, she seems pretty cool. She came along with us to the UK, I think she really does love her.
I just hope Noodle doesn't go through everything I did. Mixed feelings and- abuse. All these years of torture, it's all over. I'm finally free from all of this, I can finally start a new life with my best friends. Humanz was unfinished, I think it will remain that way.
This is my last note on my journey through feelings and thoughts.
I think I can handle them enough to not write on a diary anymore.
This diary will now be sent to Murdoc. Russel said someone had told him that he still lives at the spirit house, unhappy. At least that's what I was told.
Murdoc, as you're reading this diary if you even do- I want you to know that I'll never forget you and how much cared for me. Even if you were drunk it felt real to me. I hope one day you understand how I was in such pain. Pain killers and your abuse have left me traumatized.
All these years of depression have come to an end. I'm free and so are you in a way.
I didn't care if you hit me
or called me 'face ache'
but now I do, and I still love you.
YOU ARE READING
d i a r y • Murdoc x 2D
Fanfiction" but i still love him. . . " - Murdoc Niccals and Stuart Pot also known as 2D are "friends with benefits" Murdoc is abusive towards 2D , but he didn't care. He begins having feelings towards the "badass" satanic man. 2D keeps a secret diary w...
