It's been about two, no three weeks, I've been stuck in Japan with Russel, still trying to look for Noodle and Murdoc. My head hurts, I've been taking pain killers and sleeping pills to get me through. Russel says we'll be leaving soon. It's been hard, I have a beard growing, too lazy too even shave, mixed feelings of Paula and Murdoc are what keep me awake.
I miss him, Russel says he's fine, I know he's not, I can sense it. Murdoc can take care of himself but it's been almost a month since iv'e seen him. Nothing is okay, I just want to go home, alI want thing to be like they were. I want to forget about Paula, and that kiss. That kiss that made me soft and happy, it seemed so innocent, why did she do it?
It's 9:00 AM, I cant sleep, I haven't ate and I'm drunk.
I just want to love again. . .
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I wrote this in class yesterday, ohhboii.
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