d i a r y • Murdoc x 2D

d i a r y ; 24

After the argument Murdoc and had, he came into my room to inform me that we weren't anything but "friends with benefits" again. I cried for a really long time, Murdoc's face look like he was about to tear up. Maybe that was just my imagination though, I've been in my room for two weeks.

I haven't gone out for anything besides peeing. Murdoc came into my room, I was in boxers. My head was dangling from my bed, I quickly got up looking when I saw Murdoc.

He rolled his eyes. "2D go wash yourself, it's filthy in hea'!" I quickly nodded and ran to the bathroom. I took a quick shower, realizing I had forgotten my towell. My room was in front of the bathroom but Murdoc's was close to my room as well.

I looked both ways and quickly ran into my room. I took a deep breath not realizing Murdoc was still their. I quickly covered myself with my hands. He chuckled and walked up to me, grabbing my hands and pulling them up. He began loading my neck, touching my chest softly, my legs crossed, closing my eyes and trying to not make much noise.

His hands lowered down, he grabbed my thigh and stroked me with his other hand. "ff-uck Muh-doc, wot aw we?" He looked and me and took me by my hips, throwing me onto the bed. He removed hid shirt and unbuckled his pants, taking them off shortly after.  He got on top of me, we made out as both of our members touched. We were both getting hard quickly.

I couldn't think straight at the moment, in the past two weeks, Murdoc had been screaming at me. He didn't even want to have "us time" anymore until now. He gives me mixed signals. I know murdoc has to still have feelings for me, what does this mean though? Does he want to get back together? Is this just an "Us Time"? 

I pushed him off,  "Murdoc, what ARE WE?"

"2D, will you marry me?"

A/N
OKAY PLS STI YELLLING AT ME THIS IS A SHITTY CHAPTER , IM WATCHING RUPAUL'S DRAG RACE AHHH , anyway yes I'm sorry for not updating. I update whenever the chapter gets 100+ views. :)
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