Once in a Lifetime

24-Epilogue Part 3

Wendy's POV
Valentine day special chapter

Alone. Again on Valentine's Day. I am in the dorm alone without the other members. Irene and Seulgi are having fun being young while they still can and the dongsaengs are progressing much faster than the unnies in the silly name of love.

I was wondering what to do when Manager can into the dorm.

Do I have schedule alone? Without the members?

But then I noticed that Manager was holding a package.

"For you." Manager said as he set the package on the table and left before I could ask who it was from.

I searched the box for a name or an address but there was nothing. I ripped the tape off and opened the flaps of the box. In it was a picture collage of moments of V and I. They weren't just any photos, but memories before V's incident printed on hard card stock that had a glossy look to them. How did he get these? Wasn't it lost with his memories. In the box was also 2 teddy bears sewed together to look like they are holding hands and the female was holding a blue heart that said 'happy Vday'. Blue. My color. But was caught my attention was a small photo card containing my wrist that wore the bangle (that I still can't pry off to this day) and V's neck with the key. The only thing that could unlock it. Even with all the jewelry he has to switch for photoshoots he still has not lost the key. It touched my heart and I kept staring at his neck, thinking how sexy it was. Probably still is.

I shook myself violently. What are you doing Wendy????" I put everything back in quickly and sealed the box again before sliding under my bed. I threw myself on the bed and screamed into the pillow. I must be crazy.

To clear my lovesick mind I decided to head to the one place where I can calm my mind. A place only I knew me, well me and another person, but that person won't be there today.

I put on my coat and walked to the subway to head to the most isolate place during the winter: the beach. The cold but not chilly breeze in my hair feels so good and the soft waves ease me. When I got off, I could see a small figure with blonde hair like mine.

He's here?

I ran to make sure. Halfway there I yelled "Suga oopa?!" His head turns and he waves in response.

"Wendy-yah!" He said.

"Oopa, what are you doing here?" I asked when I reached him.

"Same reason why you're here. And because I have too much SWAG for the love stuff going on at the dorm with the members teasing Yeri and Jungkook."

This made me laugh. Suga and I are close enough to say things like 'same reason why you're here'. We just know each other long enough to say that. Besides the members and Mark and Taeyeon, Suga is my next closest friend and the only BTS member I want to get close to because if I got close to all of them I am afraid I have to hangout with all of them including V and V is just close and far at the same time.

We were both quiet now. Just appreciating the peace we both could not get these days. Suga once told me he got many inspirations here for songs which is why I respect him so much because I want to learn to write my own songs one day.

"Wendy, why don't you give V another chance?" Suga asked suddenly getting me off guard while still staring at the vast waters.

I did not answer right away but I still did answer and I don't know why since this topic was off limits even with my members, but when Suga asked I felt like I could get right answers from a person who was not V.

"He once indirectly told me in a letter that he was not sure of himself. That maybe his love was only to be felt to make him feel like his life was back on track." I answered.

"I know everything. The others (RV AND BTS) know too even the managers as we all saw when you and V acted out a happy ending that looked like a tragic parting in a melodrama." Suga said adding a little laugh in the end. "Wendy you are one of the most unselfish person I have ever met. You don't like it when others get hurt, but you don't like it even more when it's you yourself. And that could be selfish too. Don't be afraid to take the step. I promise you V regrets telling you that he doubts his love and that his love remains unchange. Just don't be selfish to yourself."

I pondered on everything Suga just said. He's right. Maybe I am just living to cautiously. Maybe I have been living wrong all this time.

"Suga oppa, let's get marry." I said.

Suga looked at me before answering, "Sure, we'll be matching hair color." with a small shrug of his shoulders. And that's the spectacular part about us, we both just know, like telepathical twins. If only Suga was my brother, that would be just right.

"Just to see how far he'll go." I said and Suga nodded.

I have to know. I have to. I really just have to see it with my own eyes.

A valentine special. And happ v day.