I fell

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I fell. I fell in and I fell out, I fell out and I fell in like the male pulling himself out and pushing himself in I fell. I fell in love with you and out of love with you but not necessarily halting a love I will always carry for you.What your presence once did for me no longer continues and I no longer feel grief and hurt when looking at you. I presumed it was because I was numb, that I could no longer be disappointed at what you are and what you did because I was used to it but I know now, when I look into another's face, a face of captivity and a personality unlike my own and I wish we could be what I once wanted you and I to be, I know that I fell out of love with you. I will always love you but I could love anyone, being in love with you was different, my focus was only on you, my thoughts consumed of you only but now my love, my thoughts fill with another and another and another and what burning sensation I once had for you now fades like I have for you. I fell in and I fell out, I fell out and I fell in similar to the male pushing in and pulling out. I fell in love with you and now I've fallen out.

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