The Actuality of Being Fat

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Being skinny and being fat are completely different experiences i assume. I wonder what it's like to be skinny and how it actually differentiate and compare. When you're skinny do you get "compliments" like "you'd be so pretty if you just gain weight?" i could see that happening. Do you break down crying in a fitting room because everything's too big? or do you just find the smaller size? Do you ever find yourself upset because boys show you no attention because of your size? Do people tell you to eat less to starve yourself? Being fat vs being skinny. Just because you don't have hips or big boobs or a big ass you're upset but you're still universally acceptable. You can wear what you want, eat what you want without having to gain a pound and not worry how every meal affects you. As long as your face is pretty you are excepted because you are smaller trust me i know. I know because i can have the same pretty face and because of the excess weight i am an abomination. I cannot wear a certain shirt, a certain dress, certain shorts. I cannot wear certain swimsuits or boots or shoes... people will always take shots at me because of my size and it hurts. All you have to do is eat to gain weight, but i have to change my entire way of life, i have to work 10x as hard for something you have so be grateful. Because even though you might not have "the perfect body" you are still acceptable while i am not.

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