03.02.2017
Shawn,
You said something to me. You said "goodmorning."
I'm scared you're cheating on me. You've been hiding so much from me and it really hurts. You don't let me even touch or look at your phone anymore. You say a lot of things/phrases that she always says. You've been gelling your hair everyday. You used to do that to impress me... And you keep looking at her and you'll move away from me when she's around...
I've been pushing down the paranoia for a while because I didn't want to let it get to me, but now I think it's more than paranoia... I don't want to think these things anymore... please show me that it's just you and me...
I'm sorry I'm wearing your sweatshirt today... I wore it to sleep last night because it was all I could do to calm myself. I forgot to change out of it this morning and it's cold so I'm still wearing it... I'm sorry...
So we have the volleyball thing tonight and I'm not sure if you're coming or not.
