03.13.2017
Shawn,
I'm sorry I keep talking to you and waiting for you. I just don't know what else to do. I'm so used to being around you that I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I don't talk to anyone during drill practice anymore because you used to be the only one who would talk to me.
I need a head massage. I miss your head massages and back massages... I love how it made me feel and I miss when you used to want to make me feel better by being close with me like that... My head and stomach hurt but that's okay.
Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you the news... Oh well, I guess I'll tell you the next time we have a real conversation. That may be a while though, so I guess you'll find out when everyone else does.
I'm either about to burp or throw up. Just thought you should know that. I don't feel good right now, but that's okay. I hope you're doing well...
My teacher is going to yell at me if I don't get off my phone, so I'll write to you later.
P.S.: Maybe you should start writing a notebook? I don't want to be completely cut out from your life. I want to know what's going on in your life, make sure everything's okay.
P.P.S.: Will you go to prom with me?
P.P.P.S.: Will you sit with me on the buses for Ohio?
