03.27.2017 2336
Shawn,
I've been really sad lately. I've written a lot of sad and angry things, but I don't see a point in showing them to you. Why pass on the sadness? I've been really lonely but that's okay. Because there's still you.
Remember the night I first called you my best friend? You cried to me because you were so happy. Well you're still my best friend. You're my person. You're the one who I don't want to be without. You're the person that makes me want to hold on to life longer every day. You're the one I want to be with until the end. You know me. You're the only one that's cared enough to memorize all my middle names. You're the one that gets a Dr. Pepper instead of Coke just because you know I'll drink it and I love Dr. Pepper. You're the one that sit with me on my back porch on Christmas Eve when I had a panic attack. You're the one that used to hug me with no sign of letting go when I wanted to leave you. You're the one that loved me enough to cry in front of me. You're the one. You're my person. You'll always be my person.
You're mine Shawn, if you'll let me.
