Learning To Love✔ (Shivika)

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#Chapter_35

Shivaay's pov(continued)-

"What the hell shivaay???"she asked me.
& I gulped in fear,what will I say her now???

"Actually we... means you..."I tried to explain but failed.

"Noooo shivaay ....please tell me we had done nothing like that please..."she said with scared face.

I chuckled but soon controlled my laughed & made a serious look & said-

"Yes,Anika we had done...means it's okay...I understand you were drunk & how much you wanted me...
We're married & as a good husband I just...I just helped you in satisfying your irresistible desires...
But I must say you were so wild!!!
See you had given me so many marks all over my body!!!
It's my pleasure to give you pleasure..."I replied in serious tone controlling my hardest laughing.

"NOoooo Shivaay...
It's not possible...
Please tell me you're kidding right???"she asked in at most shock.
Trying to justify herself that everything is normal.

I really don't know why I said all this things to her but I thought after that she may realize her love for me...
Or maybe she dropped the idea of me & Saumya together...

I felt positive about this so I just lied for the best of ours.

She pulled me with my collar & yelled
"How...How could you do this to me Shivaay???
I was drunk,you weren't!!!"

I pulled her forcefully & she was on my lap.
"Well about your 1st question I can able to show you practical how I had done that... ;) ..."I said with naughty winked.

"& about 2nd one...Yeah I wasn't drunk but you were so wild you see your overcoat & all..."I said while showing my shirt & her coat on the floor.

"You know what Anika you seduced soooo awesomely...I'm Sorry I couldn't control..."I added.

Her eyes filled with tears on the blunder what she had created!!!

"shivaay,I wasn't in my sense...
& you break my trust shivaay...
I just started to liking you & see what you have done!!!!!
Don't you dare to talk to me..."she finally said.

"I just wanna hug her...
Sooth her,kiss her...
But I have to do this for my love..
You have to suffer Anika,
& believe me I'm suffering too by seeing you in this condition..."
I thought in my mind.

Soon I came back from thoughts & replied her-
"Look Anika whatever happened between us just because of you!!!
You was the one who started all this...
& now blaming me wowww???
Why always boys have to control whenever girls looses their???
& about not to talk then okay I won't... but at least accept it,it was because of your desire not mine...
It wasn't a crime by the way..."I said & left the room...

Leaving her all alone...crying...

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After so long time...
Wanna tell you few things-

1-I'll update irregularly so bear it as my exams are nearby.

2-what you think why shivaay is behaving like this???
He can't handle her with love???
Even when nothing happened between them!!!!!