The Hero's Cry

chapter 20

Sara's point of view:

I can't believe it's almost been 2 yrs since my sister and ex boyfriend died and an we've all been through a lot in the past two years.
Leonard found himself an equal and learned that it was okay to lean on others and he found himself an daughter in his sister and he learned despite being emienes with Barry they could be allies when the time called for it he always disvored being a part of an family was very important people call us criminals, evil and other words you would use to describe people like us but the truth is we don't always start off this way we where good once upon a time I love the quote Nobody born the villian we all live long lives where we see ourselves become an hero or the villian.
Our paths decide our faith where it leads us is an whole different story my path wasn't always meant for darkness I was a innocence child at one point in my life but than mom and dad got disvored mom took Laurel over me and Nicole because all our lives it was very clear mom loved Laurel the best which hurt god it did a mother shouldn't show favorites But our mother did and it pushes me and Nicole down an very different path it lead us to living with dad where he spent all his money on drinks leaving us to defend ourselves which than lead us to stealing what started off as survival Urge lead us to steal for fun.
Mommy save me squealed Lisa Running into the living room cutting me from my thoughts I laughed as I saw Mick chasing the 8 year old I'll save you I said picking up Lisa and placing her on my left hip Mick how old are you I asked playfully old ma'am said Mick how old is she I asked young ma'am said Mick making me laugh no running in the house go outside and play I said handing Lisa to Mick mommy nooooooo squealed Lisa as Mick started to tickle her while leading her outside.
If this was what my life would be like everyday I would gladly stop time and just keep it in this moment.
"Ring ring"
I smiled slightly as I saw laurels name on caller ID hey I said you haven't called or write I thought you forgot about me teased Laurel making me laugh sorry you should know life can get away from you I said walking to the screen door to see Mick Lisa and Leonard playing with water guns That it does how's everything wherever you are asked Laurel um it's great I love it here I said are you ever going to the me where you are asked Laurel nice try laur I said shaking my head thought I'd give it an try said Laurel what about you how's dad I asked he's still struggling maybe you should visit with him like old times sake said Laurel sorry that's not going to happen anytime soon I said I heard Laurel let out a soft sigh Sara it's been 2 years said Laurel so you expect me to forgive him over the course of two years no Laurel he made our lives hell and I'm not ready to forgive him I'm not sure if I'll ever forgive him I said Laurel let out a sigh he's still our dad said Laurel no hes not I said Laurel let out another sigh and I knew she knew she wasn't going to win this fight.
I just miss my baby sister said Laurel I miss you to laur but I found myself an home here even found myself an new fam I stopped a new family don't worry about me Sara sure it hurts a little bit But I'm happy your happy said Laurel I do truly miss you laurel I'm sorry things couldn't of happened differently I said me too but maybe for now this is the best I'm sure our paths will cross again someday said Laurel making me smile softly I'm sure they will I mean the Lance sisters always find away back to each other I said ain't that the Truth said Laurel when we where younger if anyone of us got lost or needed each other just to talk or need comfort we always found each other it was like having  an instant we knew when we all needed each other but that ended a long time ago look I have to go I need to take care of my babes I said being careful not to let her know too much.
Babes huh your good said Laurel making me laugh I have to be it's how I've survived for so long I said alright just promise me you'll be okay said Laurel always am I said alright baby sis I'll be calling soon said Laurel there is no doubt in my mind that you will I said rolling my eyes Love you said Laurel me too I said hanging up my phone I let out a sharp breath.
You okay sexy said Leonard wrapping his arms around me never better I said wrapping my arms around his neck and kissed him deeply wow what's got you in such a happy mood asked Leonard nothing I'm just incredibly thankful for you and Mick and our daughter I said making Leonard smile and I'm so grateful for a woman that loves both sides of me said Leonard well I've always had a thing for bad boys I said making Leonard chuckle I guess I fit right in your world asked Leonard your the only one for me babe I said good said Leonard kissing me again making me hum as I kissed him I love my world even though it started off in pain it grew into love and despite the hurt I wouldn't change a single thing in the world.