The Hero's Cry

chapter 46

Amaras point of view:

Mmmm I woke up with a happy groan Steve I said looking around his bedroom to notice he was gone that's when I saw a note on his pillow.
Amara got a call from work we got a new case I'll see you soon the girls are still sleeping by the way you look very sexy naked when I get home don't expect to wear clothes for long.
Steve

I just laughed reading the note before letting out a happy groan I ached in places I didn't Know I could looking around Steve's room I saw our clothes all over the room including my ripped Lacie oh well I thought climbing out of Steve's bed I walked to his closet and picked out a pair of his boxers and a white tank-top with his red and blue plaid over shirt i pulled my messy hair into a ponytail hoping it wouldn't look too much like sex hair but knowing my sister and barry they would be able to find out what me and steve did at his house last night but then again they had no right to judge me they where also having sex with no strings attached at least with me it was mostly one man that i went to when i wanted sex i no longer had my job as a stripper which i have a feeling barry and laurel are very great full for.

slowly walking downstairs i checked on lisa and tris making me smile lisa was fasted asleep in her twin bed while the other half of the room was tris's crib and some of the baby stuff steve brought for when tris stayed with him just starring at my daughters made me feel like i had a prouse which i haven't' had in a long time steve saved me weather he sees that or not i don't know but he saved me by giving me the best gift he could possible give me.

He gave me a beautiful daughter one that was mine by blood one that needed me more then the other did and now i have 2 beautiful daughters that i would give my life for and i know steve and the rest of the team would too those girls have a family and home here no matter what happens they will always have there ohana.

Since it was only 9 in the morning i would let the girls sleep a little longer while i took a swim in steve's back yard quickly changing into a pair of swim shorts and one of steves top i ran out to the backyard and jumped straight into the ocean whooooo i yelled smiling at the rush that came with being in the water this early in the morning.

it's almost sad if me and steve really did love each other i could picture us having a life together but i knew that would never happen steve didn't want to be in a relationship because he didn't want to put the family threw hell in case he was called back to the navy seals what he doesn't realize is that this family would be in hell if he did die after being called back either way it wasn't an easy thought steve was now a father and i couldn't possible imagine explaining to tris when she got older what happen to her father.

i love steve i do but not like he deserves i can't give him everything he wants were both broken that way but lucky for us we still had people that cared for us and proved that even when your broken you can still be healed.

before i noticed it i had been in the ocean for over 2 hours before i decided to make my way back to steve's house as i swam up to his backyard i let out a gasp there standing by his table was someone i thought i'd never see again none other then Mick Rory slowly walking out of the ocean i couldn't quiet help but stare at my old friend mick i whispered making him smile softly hello sara said mick

i quickly ran up to him hugging him tightly not caring if i got him wet oh my god mick i said allowing tears to fall mick just hugged me back just as tight i slowly pulled away from him what are you doing here in hawaii i asked i needed to see you said mick write a letter or email or even calling helps mick if your here people might come after us again i said it's all cleared with our lawyer it's been a year since the dirty cops found us said mick making me sigh this is risky even for you i said making mick scoff after a year of not seeing each other i expected this to go diffrently said mick i have children to think about i snapped making mick look at me with wide eyes children as more then one whispered mick.

mick i began i know one is lisa and i also know you lost yours and leonard baby a year ago so tell me whose child did you have asked mick getting closer to me making me take a step back towards the water mick i began who did you screw yelled mick ENOUGH! i yelled pushing mick away from me you think i had it easy huh i didn't not only did i lose the man that i loved but i also lost our child our child i scream tears coming down i was in a low place mick i was a freaking stripper for crying out loud i'd party all night come home wasted and then by some miracle i got pregante again and yes i know that this baby didn't belong to leonard but it saved my life it made me turn my life behind i'm no longer a stripper i'm happy for the first time in a year i have lisa and i have my youngest child to help me not to metion this baby's father and his family and my family i yelled.

you keep saying child what was it asked mick making me sigh a girl i whispered you sure it's not len's asked mick no no matter how much i wanted her to be she wasn't i said before whipping my tears away why are you here mick i asked not expecting mick's next word's would change my whole world sara len still alive said mick.