The Hero's Cry

chapter 27

Sara's point of view:

After a long night chatting with Laurel since we had 3 years to catch up on I found myself sleeping in my old room in my old bed which was very strange to be back in the room where everything fell apart.
Laying in my bed starring at the ceiling made me think of all the times me and Nikki just would stare at our glow in the dark stars and just talk about how we'd imagine our lives would turn out like I have to say never at 15 would I thought my own sister would be dead all for simply getting onto the Gambit with Oliver and to think that could of been me that died with Oliver that night a small part of me wondered how Nikki's life would have turned out if I had been the one to die.
Would she still be stealing?
Would she still be with Laurel and dad?
Would she eventually found love?
Would she be able to move on from the death of her twin sister?
These are the questions running threw my mind but sadly this was also all what ifs that can't happen although if I could go back and change time would I change it I did gain myself something better then I had when Nick's was alive and well?

these where all questions that i had running through my head as i stared at my childhood bedroom ceiling i knew that i would never get the answers i desire since half my questions evolved around if nicole was still alive i honsetly couldn't bring myself to care she ruinned my life as far as i'm concern nicole lost the right to make me feel like i missed her and that she was my best friend because clearly she wasn't otherwise she'd never do this to me but now i have this new amazing family and i guess she played a part in helping me getting it too bad our family had to suffer.
Once these thoughts left my head I fell asleep rather quickly.

The next day.....................................

I woke up with a slight smile when I saw my poster of Chris Pratt from jurssic world he's still hot to this day I thought climbing out of bed.
I easily put on a pair of jeans and my favorite Zeppelin t-shirt that I forgot from my last stay here 3 years ago it might of been my favorite but it wasn't worth enough to come back home for after all this shit went down I slowly walked downstairs​ slightly hopping dad wasn't home I wasn't ready to face him just yet morning Sara-bell said Laurel greeting me with a smile hey laur I said accepting the cup of coffee She handed me.
I was beginning to think you would never wake up teased Laurel making me laugh hey I had an eight hour drive cut me some slack I said and what about all the other times when you where little asked Laurel okay you made your point I love sleep I said making Laurel laugh ain't that the Truth if you could win a reward for sleeping it would be you said Laurel damn right I said with a proud smile so what where we wanting to do today asked Laurel I don't know maybe we could go to that little cafe that we would always go to on the first and last day of school I said making Laurel smile that's a great idea let's get dressed and then we can start our sisters day together said Laurel making me nod despite being apart for 3 years I was having a lot of fun visiting my sister and honestly didn't mind if I could visit her a couple times a year.
Im going to get dressed I said finishing up my coffee and ran back upstairs​ since I didnt pack my best colthes I just dressed in a pair of ripped jeans and a dark emarld green tank-top and I also added leoarnd grey and white plaid over shirt that I packed so I would have the comfort of him with me plus as cheesy as it sounded it felt like leoarnd was hugging me Even when he wasn't here.
"Ding"
I jumped when I heard my phone go off I didn't realize how deep in thought I was quickly pulling out my phone to see a text from leoarnd making me smile it was like he knew I was thinking of him.
"Missing you babe can't wait for you to come home we all can't love Len "
My smile grew when I saw he sent a picture of him and Mick with Lisa it seems like everyone was back from there trip and now they where waiting for me to join them.
"I miss and love you guys too I'll only be here for a few more days don't worry ill be home soon love sara,"
I sent with a smile before grabbing my bag and ran back downstairs it's about time slow poke said Laurel who was dressed in a navy blue t-shirt and a white pair of shorts with her blue tinted sunglasses im sorry for being slow again I said making Laurel chuckle are we ready asked Laurel looping our arms ready sister dearest I said making Laurel laugh again let's rock and roll said Laurel leading us outside she quickly locked up the house and we headed for her car and got in this is nice said Laurel it is I agreed with a smile my smile only grew as Laurel drove past fimilar sights that we grew up around as much pain being home brings me that's exactly what it is it's home and it would always be home starling city is where I was born from it gave me my proupse it started me out on my density to be one of the best criminals there is and guess what I am