Jonathan Brooks is a young, gay, hopeless romantic, and when he falls in love its hard.
Finishing his senior year of high school Jonathan must overcome tarnished love, learn to let his guard down and bare the chaos that comes along.
Throughout it al...
Sorry I fell asleep on ya'll but yesterday a lot was going on and I was so drained, dealing with Robert's selfish and cheating ass.
But Alyssa was right and I really value her opinion. Besides she's literally the only person I can talk to about Rob because no one else truly knows the significance of our relationship. And no it wasn't him who wanted us to be a secret because he would tell people regardless of if I agreed or not. He's a really passionate person and he loved harder than I did, which is the confusing part. Me on the other hand, I'm a private person so the less people in my business the better. My thought process is if you aren't adding anything of value to my life then as Evelyn Lozada says, "You're a non muthafuckin' factor bitch." Rob respected that about me which is why I think he liked me so much.
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However, Robert hurt me to the core. Throughout our relationship he was cheating on me and I found out through Instagram out of all places. Apparently he had been dealing with at the time upcoming artist Rita Ora. And honestly if I wanted to I would not be able to put a time stamp on when their 'relationship' began. But even when it surfaced he tried to make excuses, explain himself and pull different type of tricks to get me to talk to him and to get back in my life. Sending me gifts like my 2013 Mercedes CLS and one of his main excuses being that they were together for publicity. I actually believed it at first but things just got to messy and I wasn't with the drama, I couldn't deal with it.
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The sucky part about it all was his family and I had formed a really good relationship and they would call me and reach out from time to time. His sisters specifically Kim and his Mom would at times reach out and try to get me to hear Robert out and give him second chances. And when I look back at it now I wish I wouldn't have allowed them to meddle in our relationship because I feel like its contributed to why I'm confused and still deeply in love with him.
So throughout the whole Rita fiasco we were on and off and what brought our final break up about had nothing to do with him cheating because I was able to get over all the cheating or so I made myself believe.
