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Chi

"My name is Hatake Kakashi." He said, holding out his hand, just like Zabuza did when I met him, but instead of Zabuza killing my mother, Hatake killed my father.  What do I do now? Do I take his hand, forgetting about revenge? Do I reject his hand and go towards the path of revenge? 

Why am I thinking about the question that I had planned out? I glared at him with my golden eyes, and in a flash, I was jumping through the window that was open. Once I was sure he wasn't following, I walked around the town. It reminds me of where Ami use to live... 

As I was walking around, I somehow ended up on Hokage mountain. I sat on the edge. I always loved heights. 

I smiled as I remember mother hated heights. When ever I went on the roof, I remember mother's expression whenever she joined me. I wonder if I die now, would I be able to see mother? Even if I don't, I won't feel like this. 

I stood up, and I walked closer to the edge. Can I really do it? Can I really jump? Would I get to scared? I spread my arms out, and began to fall of the Hokage mountain. Somehow, a smile made its way to my face. 

The excitement I was feeling right now.  Its like I was ready for death to come. It felt like I was staring death in the face. It felt like I can do anything. The wind felt like I was flying. 

I made water from the ground come to catch me. I went back to wondering around the village. The village looked lively, with the streets crowded and loud. I ended up in a small forest in the training grounds, with a rather big pond in front of me. 

I sat down in front of the pond. I started to play around with the water, and as last time, mother appeared made out of water. She smiled and held out her hand. My eyes widened. I slowly started to put my hand into hers. 

When my hand touched hers, she immediately fell apart, and dropped back to the pond.  My eyes remained widened, and my hand was left in the air. My hand slowly dropped. I  felt a tear slide down my cheek, but my mask covered.

I stood up. I backed away from the pond. I turned back to go back to the village. I looked back to see mother and Ami made out of water. Ami was shouting my name, and crying. Mother was also shouting my name, and mouthing the words 'you've betrayed me!' 

Water doesn't have a voice, but it can still move. I've seen this before. Ami was shouting and yelling at me,'Murderer!' Mother was blaming me for betraying her. By going with Zabuza. 

Then, mother gets stabbed in the heart. With Ami, water is in front of her,  which pierces her heart. I turn my head back, and kept on walking. How many times have I seen that happen? Hundreds. 

I've betrayed mother. I killed Ami and her family. I didn't help Zabuza. I didn't help Haku. How many lives could have I saved? How many have I killed? As I was walking, I saw the gate. I decided it was time to leave this village, and try my revenge another time. I began to ran, and I ran up the gate. 

Zabuza and Haku taught me about chakra control. I bet mother would have thought it would be a blast. Once I reached the top of the gate, Hatake was there, staring at me. I glared at him. 

"What do you want from me?" I asked annoyed.

"Well, you did try to kill me." Hatake shot back. I made water lift me above, and when I released the water, I was falling on the ground. I smiled again, and did a flip to land on my feet. I looked up, to see Hatake no longer there. 

When I took a step forward, I bumped into something. I looked to see Hatake in my way again. He was way taller than me. 

"Are you going to let me go through?" I asked. He didn't respond. I took that as a no. I took water from the ground. He dodged all my attacks. My chakra still hasn't completely returned from the last fight.