H2ODelirious X Madeline - Decode

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Everyday it's just the same old stupid fight. Over and over. Somehow I'm just doing something and Delirious has to go and ruin my good mood by making some snarky comment about me or whatever I'm doing.

Lately I don't know what's been happening to him. He used to be so sweet but recently he's just been a prick.

He's constantly playing video games with the guys, and I get that. It's his job. But that's all he ever does. And the only time he isn't gaming is to sleep or eat.

The worst part is that I still love him. But I'm almost at my breaking point. It's not okay to have to go through something like this.

"Madeline could you get your lazy ass up for once and do something productive?" Delirious says as he walks into the living room. I literally just sat down after cleaning the whole house.

"I just did. I cleaned." I mutter with my eyes closed. I hear him scoff and I can only guess he starts to critique everything.

"Is that all you've done today?" He asks with a sarcastic tone. I open my eyes and standup.

"Well what have you done today? Huh Delirious? All you ever do is play your stupid video games. And before you even start, yeah, I get it. It's your fucking job. But that's all you ever do!" I point out. His eyes grow cold and he walks over to me.

"At least I have a fucking job you bitch." He growled. I pushed him away from me and started laughing.

"I do have a fucking job! I manufactur jet parts! But you wouldn't know cause your always locked up in your office!" I shout at him. He looks taken aback and doesn't say anything.

    "How much do you actually know about me? Do you ever pay attention when I tell you anything?" I ask. He looks at the ground and sighs.

   "I'm sorry. I..." He trailed off and looked everywhere but at my face.

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   "How do I even know what's right when I'm around you? The only thing you do is fill my mind with unnecessary thoughts." I say to him.

     "How did we get here Jon? How did we split apart so easily? I thought I know you but recently you've been someone else." I whisper while picking his head up to look at me in the eyes. He's a good person. And we all know this. He would never intentionally hurt me. But as my chest tightens and tears come to my eyes I know what I have to do to be happy.

     "I have to go. If this is going to be the way it is with you, I can't go through that." I say while walking away. His eyes grow wide and it feels like my heart is being torn into two. Because the truth is that I still love him and I always will.

   "No. Madeline we can talk this out! I swear I'll start paying more attention. I'll take out a few hours of my schedule to be with you. Anything! I can change! Just please don't go." He pleaded to me. With every word it felt like knives shooting through my body. But no matter how much it pains me I have to leave.

    By the look in his eyes he knows I've made my decision.

    "How did we get here Madeline? How did we drift apart so easily without either of us knowing?" He cried as I walked into our shared bedroom.

   "You began to pay more attention to your friends and video games. You began to blame me for stupid shit. You slowly started to not care anymore." I said while grabbing my clothes and putting them into a suitcase.

     "And I'm a fucking idiot for that. Please don't leave me Madeline. Your the best thing that has happened to me and I can't let you go like this." He cried behind me. I shook my head as tears ran down my face and created dots on my shirt.

   "You know I can't stay. People don't change Jonathan!" I yelled at him.

   "I can change for you! Your the only obe that I have ever loved as much as I do and I can't let you go!" He yelled back. I continued to cry as I called my friend Amber.

   "I need you to come pick me up." I said while the tears ran down my face.

   "Okay I'm on my way." She said worriedly. With that I hung up and gathered the rest of my things.

   "I don't want you to go." He said as he cried behind me. I began to cry again. It hurts when you leave the ones you love. But to be truly happy is what's most important.

    "Trust me. I don't want to go either." I say while walking back downstairs. Amber should be here soon and that's when I will leave this place behind me.

   "Madeline... please don't do this." He pleaded again. As if it would magically make me stay. No amount of sweet words or phrases could make me stay.

   I'm here

    I read the text on my phone. I take a deep breath and walk outside. It's coincidentally raining like in every cliché fucking movie.

    I take my suitcase and put it in the back of Ambers truck. I look back to see Jon on the front steps. I sigh and walk over to him before kissing him one last time. I hug him and tell him I'm sorry before going back to Amber.

   I get in the truck and she pulls out of the driveway silently. And as we drive down the road it suddenly hits me. Hard. I just left my one true love. The pain I felt in my heart caused tears to run down my face. Amber looked over at me and pulled over quickly before getting out of the truck and walking to my side.

    She opened the door and wrapped me in a hug to which I cried into her shoulder. I cried uncontrollably for what seemed like forever.

     What happened to us?
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There you go Madeline. I hope you liked it and if any of you would like a personel oneshot just comment or PM me. I obviously have no problem with that and it makes it super easy to get oneshots in.

     As always
            Stay fruity

      -DAB

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