Moos POV
I still remember her laugh. Her smile. They way her eyes would sparkle when she looked at the sunset.
I remember the times when we would sit on the couch and watch movies together. When we would have 'spontaneous adventures' ad she would call them, in the middle of the night.
But you see, I took this for granted. I was so fixed on seeing all the happy things about her that I didn't notice the subtle sad ones.
They way she looked a little longer in the mirror. How she wore baggy, dull clothing after awhile. How her cheeks gradually began to loose their color.
How those sparkling eyes stopped sparkling. This all happened because she was afraid to lose me. That I would leave because she was too ugly, or fat. That's not true though.
I love her. So much that it physically hurts my heart to think about what happened.
You see, I was the guy afraid to love. Afraid to love someone in case they might hurt me.
Now here I am. Crying in the rain. Feeling like my heart is being ripped out of my chest while I read the last thing she ever write before taking her life.
Dear whoever finds this. Most likely Brock. I am sorry for what I have done. Sorry I couldn't stay any longer on this planet. But I am tired of loving someone who may never love me back. Everyday I weigh a little less. Look a little paler. Yet no one noticed.
No one notices the scars on my wrist. Or the loss of happiness in my demeanor. It doesn't matter though. Because while I have been crying because I can't stand the sight of myself in the mirror, he's been happy. And that's all that matters to me.
Brock, I love you. So much. More than you would ever know. I hoped that one day we would be together but... that won't happen. Please be happy. Forget I was ever there. You and the guys need to move on.
I am happy now.
Love,
(Y/N)
Third person POV
Brock sobbed in the rain. He didn't know what else to do. He couldn't do anything else. Brock was afraid to love. He didn't know what would happen.
Day after day, year after year he said nothing of his affection.
"I am in love with you." He whispered to the headstone before him.
"Completely and utterly in love with you."
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Eh. Well here's a short oneshot for you all. Hope you have all had a good day! Blah blah blah.
As always
Stay fruity
-DAB
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Vanossgaming Crew One shots
Fiksi Penggemar**Trigger Warning** There will be self harm in this book, along with suicide and such. This book contains happy, sad, and weird one shots. Requests are always open until I state that they are not. I may write smut in the future but as of now it's...
