Vanossgaming Crew One shots

Ohmwrecker - I can't breathe

Go ahead and play the song

I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I stare at my reflection in this mirror and cry. He left me. He left for no reason.

He said he couldn't look at me anymore. Was it because I gained weight? Was I not pretty to him anymore?

I sit on my bed and grab my phone, calling him. He answers after a couple rings but doesn't say anything.

"I can't breathe. I-i... my thoughts won't stop. I can't breathe Ryan." I say as I break down crying. I hear his breathing hitch as I put my phone on speaker.

"They say to live in the moment while I'm single. But how can I live in the moment when my thoughts never feel like my own? How can I be alright?" My breathing quickens as I cry and cry.

"Why did you leave me Ryan? How can you feel alright while I'm a mess?" I could almost hear the hesitation from him as he spoke.

"I... I just couldn't be with you anymore, (Y/N)." He says. Another round of heavy sobs come from me as he says this.

"Was it because I gained weight? Because I'm not pretty?" I ask. He replies quickly.

"No no, oh god no. Don't ever think like that (Y/N). You're gorgeous. The number on a scale doesn't define your beauty."

"Then why did you fucking leave me Ryan! I thought I was going to actually marry you! Have kids with you! But no, you're exactly like (E/N) (exs name.) You just use me and then leave-"

"I didn't use you (Y/N)! For god sake I fucking love you! So damn much! I left you because you were always so sad, I couldn't see you that way! I left so you would be happy!" He yelled.

I stopped crying and just listened to his eratic breathing.

"Come back to me.... please." I hang up and run to my bathroom.

Will he actually come?

Of course not. You're an ugly clingy bitch that needs to get ahold of her life.

Stop! He... he will come back!

We both know he wont.

I bend down and start rummaging through my cabinet and pull out a bottle of pills.

Ohms POV

I hurry and get into my car, starting it as quickly as I can.

I speed down little back roads to get to her house as quick as possible. I can't let her be alone. I love her too much to let her hurt.

I pull into (Y/N)'s driveway and get out of the car as fast as I can. The front door was unlocked so I let myself in and  go straight to her room.

As I open the door I see a light coming from her bathroom. As I walk towards it I notice (H/C) hair on the ground and rush to the door.

I see (Y/N)'s lifeless body on the ground and an empty bottle of pills next to her.

I pick up her head and set it in my lap as tears run down my face. I scream out loud as I feel my heart physically hurt.

I cry and cry. Choking on my sobs.

I can't breathe.
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So uh.... yeah. Uhm. Here you go.

       As always
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        -DAB