I stood in front of them. Every single one of them stared at me with blank eyes, no expression. They didn't want to be here. Neither did I. But in times like these we do what we have to do to achieve something. I want them to know what happened. I want them to understand how I felt during the whole incident.
"I know you all hate me-" I muttered as I stood in front of all of my friends. "-And I know none of you ever want to talk to me again."
I watched as they looked at one another and shrugged. "But I want you to know my side of the story-"
"Your side of the story is invalid seeing as how you're the reason he's dead!" Delirious yelled at me.
I stared at him with wide eyes. Tears pricked my eyes but I refused to let them fall. "It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault." I thought.
"I know... You all are angry with me. Just please let me explain." I said with my voice cracking. I don't know how much longer I can hold it in.
"You killed our friend. You shot him in the head on one of your missions." Vanoss said angrily.
"That's where you're wrong. I loved him. So so much. More than any of you could imagine. I didn't kill him." I said as a single tear fell down my cheek.
I breathed deeply and looked at the unforgiving eyes of my friends.
"We were ambushed. I... I tried my best, but... I couldn't do anything to save him. Two men grabbed me from behind. I tried to fight back but I couldn't do anything. Craig fought as hard as he could. He got tackled from behind and then someone shot him. Right before they left we heard you guys shouting so the shoved the gun into my hand and ran. When you guys saw me it looked like I killed him." I said as more tears fell.
I watched as Luis eyes softened. Noglas hard expression went away.
"And why should we believe you?" Wildcat asked harshly.
"I've known you all for ten years. Why shouldn't you believe me? I love every single one of you like family." I said.
"You aren't part of this family." Delirious growled. My breath caught in my throat and it felt like I couldn't breathe.
"Well then I guess I'll leave. I got the video footage from a store nearby and it shows exactly what happened." I muttered and threw the CD at Vanoss. "Bye."
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"(Y/N) Don't!" Vanoss shouted as he knocked my bathroom door down. I looked up at him and held the gun up against my head with my bleeding arms.
"Why not?" I said while breathing heavily. I struggled to keep eyes open.
"Because we aren't going to let you kill yourself." He said calmly. I looked over his shoulder and saw the rest of the guys there.
"I can't live without him." I said and started crying.
"You'll get over him (Y/N)." Wildcat said from behind Vanoss.
"Shut up! I don't want to get over him! Because in the end when you lose somebody, every single candle, every prayer, is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is a hole in your heart where that person used to be! And it doesn't help that you all hate me for no reason!"
Vanoss looked at me with sadness in his eyes. "You all hate me and the only person who ever loved me for me is gone."
Vanoss POV
"You all hate me and the only person who ever loved me for me is gone." (Y/N) said. She looked up at me with a smile.
"Bye."
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Hayran Kurgu**Trigger Warning** There will be self harm in this book, along with suicide and such. This book contains happy, sad, and weird one shots. Requests are always open until I state that they are not. I may write smut in the future but as of now it's...
