I Can't Do This Anymore - IAmWildcat

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I can feel my heart in my throat as I look at the man before me. His once loving eyes held anger and frustration within them.

My cheeks grew cold as my tears fell. Pain coursed through my veins as I thought about what happened, and what will happen.

"Are you happy, Tyler? Are you happy about what you've done to me? I can't go anywhere without fearing what you're doing while I'm not home. I dread coming home anymore because I'm scared of what I might see." I choked on my words as a sob escaped my throat.

His hands clenched at his sides and I backed away.

"You cheat. And you abuse. And you tear me apart. I can't handle this anymore. I don't deserve this pain." With a shaking hand I touch his cheek lightly.

"You were all I ever wanted. My one and only, but I wasn't yours. Was I? You never loved me. You loved the thought of loving me. Because we've known each other for so long. It just felt right." His eyes softened and he leaned against my hand slightly.

"But when the high faded, you grew cold. You don't know how to love someone. You think you were helping me but you weren't. You called me so many things, and buried insecurity so deep inside me I won't ever be able to get rid of it."

I took my hand away and he grabbed my wrist tightly.

"You can't do this to me, (Y/N)." A single tear fell down his cheek causing me to smile.

He let go of me as I picked up my bag and turned away from him.

"I can do whatever I want. But I can't do this anymore.  And I shouldn't have to. Goodbye, Tyler. I love you."

And with a broken heart, I left the only man I ever loved behind me.
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I'm sorry I haven't updated in so long. My friends have taken up a lot of my time and I'm kind of in a sad mood right now so I decided to write. I love all of you and thank toy so much for 8K reads. You all mean the world to me and I wouldn't be here without you guys.

See ya later
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