Vanossgaming Crew One shots

A Thousand Reasons Why - BasicallyIDoWrk

"This isn't funny anymore! I'm sick of this bullshit, Marcel!" I screamed loudly while running my hands through my untamed hair.

One month and three days he's been ignoring me. Purposefully ignoring my texts and calls when I'm away. Walking out of the room when I enter, and I don't even know why.

It hurts me and he won't tell me what I did to upset him. I've never done anything but give him my love, and I'm return I get silence.

Heartbreaking silence. Torturing silence.

His brown eyes stare into my own. Quickly, sympathy flashed in his eyes, but it was gone so fast I thought I had imagined it.

"Tell me what I did. Tell me how I can fix this. I miss you." My voice cracks slightly as tears fill my eyes and threaten to spill down my face. No emotion fills his face. He sits there, unmoving.

"You know what? Fuck this. Fuck you." The unshed tears fall down my cheeks as I walk to our once shared room. The pile of twisted blankets sits on the edge of the bed, sad, and unused.

Getting on my knees I reach under the bed and pull my suitcase out. My shaking hands push myself up and begin to pull clothes out of the small closet.

"(Y/N) stop." His voice is sharp. Cold. The first time I've heard him speak in a month.

I snap my head towards him and furrow my eyebrows. "You want me to stop?! What about when I wanted you to stop ignoring me? What about when I pleaded for you to tell me what I fucking did wrong?!"  Silence enters the room once more as I stare at the man in the doorway. Pain flashes across his face, quickly, just like last time. But this time, he starts crying. His hands shake as he slumps to the ground.

"I'm so sorry, (Y/N). I didn't mean for this to happen." His once sharp voice shakes as he speaks.

"What are you talking about?"

"I cheated on you. More than once. And I regret it so much. I just..." His voice trails off and he looks up at me. My messy hair, red eyes, and blotchy face. "It wasn't supposed to be like this."

My heart felt like it had been stabbed with multiple needles. Moving on their own, my legs carried me to the bathroom and slammed the door behind me. Yet again, my hands found their way to my (H/C) hair as I paced the room.

Back and forth back and forth I went. I did nothing to hide my sobs. Let him know how much he hurt me.

Was I not good enough? Not pretty enough? He said he loved me but he was fucking some other girl?

"How could you do this!" I screamed and stared at myself in the dusty mirror. "How could you betray me like this when all I ever wanted was to love you?!"

My reddened (E/C) eyes stared back at me as I took in my features. My once soft skin looked dry. My hair stood up in all directions, and I could only assume I had been wearing this same shirt for days.

My hands raised up and shattered the glass in front of me. A sob escaped my throat as I fell to the floor in a pile of broken fragments.

"(Y/N) let me in." Marcel pleaded on the other side of the door. My lips opened but no words came out.

One thud, two more. He's trying to break down the door. I thought. Verifying my assumption the top hinge broke and splintered the wood as he broke down the door.

"Go away!" I cried. Desperately trying to get away from the person who had hurt me.

"Listen to me, (Y/N)-" He crouched down in front of me and held my face in between his hands. Probably to keep me from looking away. More tears fell and landed on his hands. His own tears cascaded down his cheeks and dotted the floor.

"-I am incredibly sorry. And I know that nothing I say or do could ever make up for what I've done to you. But believe me when I tell you I love you. I love you so much it hurts. And I was scared. I was scared of loving you so I tried to get rid of the feelings. I didn't think about how much this would hurt you. In my mind, I thought you would move on. Find someone better. Someone worth loving. Someone who's not me-" I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off.

"Please don't say anything. Not yet." He whispered. I nodded my head, looking into his eyes. "I tried to stop myself from falling in love with you, but I hurt you in the process. And I knew if I even spoke to you that it would all come out. So I didn't. I didn't talk to you."

His chest moved rapidly with his breathing. I stopped crying and so did he. Both of us staring at each other in the silence of our broken house.

"You don't love me. You have no reason to." My voice came out scratchy. Like I hadn't had any water for days.

"I could give you a thousand reasons why I love you." He quickly replied. "A thousand reasons why you make me the happiest person on earth."

"You cheated on me." More tears spilled onto my cheeks but Marcel quickly wiped them away.

"I did. And I'm so sorry."

We sat in silence. Staring at each other, memorizing each others faces. As if the other would disappear and never come back.

"Marcel?"

"Yes?" He sucked in a breath. Waiting for what I might say. What I might do.

"Give me a thousand reasons."
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